Hi guys, I am so grateful that I actually came to the thread today.
Like San, I had given up. this morning I went on the scale 277.2.
It does not make sense to me, I am exercising, EVERYDAY... I am not on a rabbit diet, but nor am I excessively eating everything in sight. I stop eating when I'm full and I drink the required amount of water EVERYDAY...
Yet today, that d@mned scale is mocking me. My old injury is acting up, and my thoughts were, how many more signs do you need, the hip ACTING THE FOOL, the knee, ACTING THE FOOL, the hand FELT JEALOUS, SO NOW IT'S ACTING THE FOOL... the fact that its my right hip, right knee, right hand... PRICELESS....
Thats why its so late with me checking in, I was about to come on and tell you guys thanks for the music, but I give up... everyone wasn't meant to be skinny, I guess I'm one of them.
But hearing you guys encouraging words to San, I guess I need to suck it up, realize that there will be bad weeks/months, because this scale not budging has been happening for a while, but I should keep on trudging on until it does. Its just so disheartening when I'm trying, I know I'm trying, I'm not phoning it in with the exercise, and the diet I am working on, but I am not eating like I used to, and I can't get WHY THE WEIGHT IS NOT MOVING...
I must be feeling sorry for myself, partly because tonight was supposed to be a girls night out and with my hand acting up and my having to take the medication, looks like it's going to be my night in, and add to the scale, and the feeling sorry for myself...argghh...
Farther Along we'll know all about it I guess.
So sorry for the epistle, just had to get that off my chest. I can't do anything about today, but tomorrow I am going to redicate myself and BEAT THIS... All I have to say is thanks to you guys, because I really was about to turn in the towel, but seeing that others are struggling and not giving up, and if San with all of her medical problems can wade through this quagmire and still see victory in her sights, then I can do the same.
So San, I won't give up, neither will you, we will have tough times ahead, but we'll make it through, I have to believe that, or the 50+ pounds I have already lost is it for me, and I refuse to accept that I will not make it to my 120+ pound loss goal.. It just gets so dang hard considering the first 50 was really a cake walk to lose and I guess I got cocky..
Here's to at least a lost in weight by next Saturday, I don't know what it'll be, but I'll take what I can get.