Good morning
Today is my off day from the gym. I have an appt to see my rheumatologist this afternoon and the plan is to do some Christmas shopping afterwards and then take my dog for a very long walk.
I weighed this morning and I am 195.4 which is the exact weight I was two weeks ago. So I have not lost or gained. Can't say I am thrilled about this, but also can't say I'm terribly upset as I have been eating really bad and I didn't expect to drop. The workouts at least seem to be making up for some of the slack and I am not gaining. Next week, I measure. That will be more interesting, I hope.
For my diet, I am going to try something new and different. I am not going to count calories or measure portions. I'm not going to eliminate any specific foods. I am going to do one simple thing:
Act as if ...
Act as if I am a person who is a healthy weight
Act as if I eat like a person who is a healthy weight
Act as if I make food choices as a person who is a healthy weight
Act as if I do not eat to satisfy emotional needs
Act as if I do not eat to process uncomfortable emotions
I read about this in one of my 12 step recovery books called "Drop the Rock." The book is about Steps 6 & 7 of the AA program. These steps are about character defects. These defects keep the alcoholic/addict in the cycle of addiction. My relationship with food is an addiction. I either overeat or undereat to deal with uncomfortable FEELINGS.
The book suggests we try 'acting as if' with our defects in order to be rid of them. There is also prayer and meditation involved. I recovered from alcoholism with the 12 steps, so why not use them to recover from my food issues?
Have a grand day all!