That would be so nice if we get fun videos of raccoons! I once went with a friend who bought a bunch of old plates and cups from a thrift store. We brought a tarp and went under this bridge and smashed up the plates and cups and yelled "No!" loudly. I did have fun doing that and I think it did help me, but it was way more cathartic for her. The funny thing was that there was a stream there, and there were old smoothed out pieces of glass in the stream that were little glowing colorful treasures. It was from a hand blown glass shop up the coast I found out years later. There were beaches that got those polished glass treasures washed up on the shore from the glass washing down another stream by the glass shop and out to the ocean, but this was way far up the beach where a stream dumped into the ocean, so it was so funny we made pottery shards (which the tide did snatch a few away from the tarp) and in return we got these cool old hand blown glass pebbles in all sorts of glowing colors.it might be fun too to see the activity if it is animals!
I used to feel a lot like needing a place to go and scream when I was young--I've definitely lost that urge nowadays!
I hope you can find that place where you feel like you can do some effective work. I think for me I keep ending up in a place of anxiety and despair about the world situation. I would love to feel I could find a place where I felt able to work for the betterment of things.
Thanks Cate, I really hope so! That's so kind of you to say, too!!I feel sure that you will be able to make such a difference, M. You have so much to give & so much knowledge. The world needs more compassion & you have it in bucketloads.
Thanks Em! I am really enthused about getting back into my field again!!Psychology is such a fascinating subject and I'm sure you will be brilliant Marsia.
Oh, I keep forgetting to say that I let K cut my hair and color it, and it came out so nice. She chopped off at least 6 inches and feathered it and gave me long bangs, and it's like my haircuts when I was in my 20s. I like it and it makes me look younger. I made it to the physical therapist, and he said that I have a frozen shoulder. He got a lot of movement back in my arm and got it positioned better, but it was also painful having him work on me. He apologized that this particular problem is one of the more painful to work on. I have tons more range of motion now, and I have exercises to do and hot baths to take, and I go back later this week for another appointment. The receptionist thought it might just need a handful of appointments to fix. I am sore, but it's so wonderful not having shooting pains now!
So I am working on not stressing about everything and getting the energy to start doing little repairs on the house. I have a friend who will take some of my gardening stuff that I can't take with me, and will tie together a bunch of cattle panels and things for her. She may take my fruit trees and berry bushes, too. She's a really nice mom who organizes a lot of homeschooler stuff and is an avid gardener.
I'm really tired from the shoulder adjustment, but so relieved it's going to get better. I weigh the same, which I am not complaining about. We need a little more aerobic exercise and some calm, down time and I will probably start losing again. I haven't been very interested in food lately except veggies and nice soups.