The schmickness is exponential!
Thanks Cate
. The flying kickapows were not quite enough. J is pretending not to have any money as per usual, and I called about scheduling a contractor where we have to pay a little more, but got on the topic of how him shorting me means he is stealing from K who won't be able to attend a good college. I wound up telling him off and calling him an embezzler and other worse things. I think the term "rot in hell" was in there, too. I think what is happening is that it's near the end and I feel the need to defend my kid and let him know why she is going to distance from him, that he can't hide in fantasy land after all the crap he did that effects her. That was probably a super bad idea, but he is pretending to be wonderful, and sneaks in how "we" can go visit California again, and gross crap like that. So I did my angry push back and now I think I'll just go gray rock and only talk with him about business stuff from now on. I think my therapist said to get angry once in a while and confuse him, so maybe it's ok that I kind of verbally exploded somewhat. I would love secret team Kickapow shirts! It feels nice losing weight even though I am not paying much attention to diet. I think I am forgetting to eat a meal here and there, and that might be doing it.
Moral(e) support shirts would be, too!
Thanks Emily, it feels good knowing I'll be out of the 190s very soon!
The animals decided that my garage is a nice Noah's ark and I found 2 toads and a little black snake in there escaping from all the rain. I hope they find their way back out again soon! I think the black snake was a little black racer harmless one. We moved the humungously heavy furniture we are going to sell out of the middle of the garage and put it against the walls and my friend's husband stopped by for some big heavy cabinets, but they didn't fit in his van. So that was it for lifting for the day. I put together more of the navy blue dresser - almost done and it's looking very nice. I helped K pack up the last of her room and I puttered around getting little things done. The other day I noticed that the cat tails are out, so I think I'll bring a pair of snippers and make a nice bouquet of them for staging. I'm so tired from all the lifting. So glad we're nearly done!!
Oh Marsia, I'm sorry you're having to deal with him still 