Thanks for commiserating! I had such an exhausting day. I had a call with both lawyers who really appreciated the notes I made for them last week, which was so nice. They have a really good strategy for moving forward, and explained all this legal stuff to me about what will happen. I could hardly keep up typing what they were saying. It was all good though, and all shows that we will be ok in the end.
I didn't bring up the therapy with them because J offered to do that on his own because he wants therapeutic visitation, and if I had just accepted the free therapy from the county, they don't offer that. He texted in the middle of my call with my lawyers that he wanted to talk on the phone. So after the lawyer call, I called him and told him to work things out with the coordinating therapist because it is her plan, and I am not going to cancel appointments until he talks with her and lets her know he needs to pay for less therapy, and she can decide what to cut. He backpedaled a bit because he really wants therapeutic visitation and not to look bad to the coordinating therapist. So I'll cancel one of my sessions this month, and he'll pay for everything else.
J is pumping me for information repeatedly on what days we go to therapy. I keep evading, but he keeps at it. And one day when I know he thought we were away, there was a car pulling out of our driveway at 4am with their lights off. Both K and I woke up and saw this. So today we installed a security system, and it is fantastic. I am so proud of us, and I will sleep soundly now and not get woken up repeatedly by our owl who can make human-sounding hoots at times. Such a relief how easy a DIY system is now, and how great it is to monitor the house while away! I also got these happy, bright yellow, obnoxious smiley-face signs that say, "Smile, you're on camera!" I put them in our windows and I really like them.
We did Wim Hof this morning, and I feel so much better. I want to do yoga or more Wim Hof tonight. I also did a long meditation this morning. I do think the teeth thing is stress, jaw clenching, and my teeth being sensitive because they just got major work done. The dentists just put my permanent crown on a few days ago, and would have seen an infection, and I had these symptoms then, too. I had a really good food day and things hurt less. Crossing fingers the pain lessens each day. I'll go and pay for my own doctor visit if I really have to, but am hoping not to have to.
So it was a completely exhausting day, but good, too. Oh, and 2 teachers wrote to K that they are happy to write her letters of recommendation for college. They both asked a bunch of questions about how she is doing, so she'll write nice thank-you letters back to them and fill them in on homeschooling. So we are nearly done with applications!