That sounds like a good plan xoI feel like we'll be out of emergency mode very soon. I just need a few days to rest and not do anything much first, I think. Well, maybe just walks and yoga and relaxing things like that.
That sounds lovely xoI am looking more and more at one east coast city with lots of museums and very affordable houses that I am hoping will work for us. It's making me enthused about moving to where I can put down roots!
I just GoogledI need to find interesting videos on micro and macro economics from a total beginner's perspective if anyone knows anything like this. Our book is good, but very dry, and it's so hard to know which topics are the major ones that we should really know, and what is a detail that we can just get the gist of.
& realised it's not a subject that I would want to study but there were lots of videos that look helpful, Maybe look at this one-interesting videos on micro and macro economics from a total beginner's perspective
Hatred to me is a toxic feeling that would do me more harm than the person it might be directed at. It's a destructive state of mind that wreaks havoc with my physical health & emotional well-being. Feeling hatred towards someone gives them so much power over you.My therapist asked me if I hate J, and I said that I fear him and pity him, but am saving my anger to propel me forward through this mess. I keep thinking about hatred now. I don't think I want it or need it.
Emily is right, that came across pretty clearly from the time you started talking about your family issues. I have been impressed with how you have handled them.You're an extremely competent lady Marsia!
I think that's a good thing. Since I restarted calorie counting I have managed to lose some weight, not nearly so fast as when I was doing my big diet, probably a better pace. I find just counting and recording leads to me eating less, accountability helps.My weight is up and I probably need to start counting calories. I will gear up for that.
Thanks Liza, I am feeling a lot better now. I haven't had a group to practice with in person except for going to talks here and there for years and years. That will be nice to find when we move!Glad you are taking some extra rest Marsia. Stay well!
I feel like the Buddhist practice is really a lifelong journey...I've been through so much with it....I remember back when I first started I was hopeful that I would just enter a clear mind state and make my life that much easier...but it's been a lot of ups and downs along the way. I find for me one of the most important things that I try to always keep going is others to practice with. I find it just so helpful to touch base with a group once a week, meditate together and be able to share about our journeys.
I agree. I am realizing that I don't really know J. I was wondering if it's weird to not hate someone who has caused so much destruction, but I don't want to add anymore negativity to the situation. I so want peace.Sometimes hatred is just what's needed to give someone a boost to change a bad situation. Beyond that it's rarely helpful and in the long run it's probably harmful for the hater. Feeling it doesn't make someone a bad person though, just a troubled one.
I looked at the other economics videos from the people who made the one you found, and I think a couple of them might be good. Thanks! I agree, hatred is really destructive, and I am already overwhelmed and don't need more overwhelming emotions to deal with! Good point about how you are giving your power away hating something!! K is feeling better now. She caught what I had, I think, but we spend today getting her feeling better.Hatred to me is a toxic feeling that would do me more harm than the person it might be directed at. It's a destructive state of mind that wreaks havoc with my physical health & emotional well-being. Feeling hatred towards someone gives them so much power over you.
I see you as a loving person, M, not a hater.
Hope K feels better as the day goes on xoxo
Thanks Em and Rob - I am starting to feel like I can really accomplish things. I had sort of hid out in my marriage because of social anxiety, but now I see that I can stand up to financial abuse and all sorts of weird stuff, so I have more skills than I thought!Emily is right, that came across pretty clearly from the time you started talking about your family issues. I have been impressed with how you have handled them.
I think that's a good thing. Since I restarted calorie counting I have managed to lose some weight, not nearly so fast as when I was doing my big diet, probably a better pace. I find just counting and recording leads to me eating less, accountability helps.
Eating the whole fruit would probably be better than drinking the juice, especially if the juice is storebought.I think it's from the juice which I still need because I am not all better.
but no one to talk with about meditation because you only see the teachers. So in person would be nice, if not just to meet like minded people.
I hope so, Cate. The myfitnesspal app has me at 1450 calories a day. I think that's good. Even though it's only been 2 days and this is just water weight loss, I lost 2 pounds already, and this feels really nice.Hopefully, you will find a really good class when you do find your home with K. How many calories have you set as your goal, M? I love honey in my hot lemon drink that I have every night. Hope you get a chance to sneak in some yoga xo
I think I will keep the honey and ditch the juice. I really love tea with honey and may just cut back to 2 cups a day. I substituted hot lemon drink with a dash of salt for the juice and that helps way more than the juice. I also have cranberries in the fridge, so I will take your advice and make some cranberry sauce.Eating the whole fruit would probably be better than drinking the juice, especially if the juice is storebought.
Yes, I really see why I was gaining now! I can go to a nice place here to hear a meditation talk given by a Buddhist student, but it's the same thing where you listen to a talk and then go home. I do miss having an in-person sangha. I'm so glad you have something like that for yourself!!Yeah those sneaky juice and honey calories! I know they used to take me by surprise too...they look so light but they are really packed with calories! But 100 calories over isn't bad at all.
Yes those connections with other people is what I really like too.
Great you lost 2 pounds, too!! It does feel good to track and to cut back on sugar. I am realizing that I eat way too much salt, too, so tracking is really going to help!It's good that you had a chance to catch up with some things including meditation. I prefer to eat fresh fruit to juice but still have to limit the fruit as it sure adds up. I'm enjoying being back on track again & I have lost 1/2 a kilo or 2 lbs too. Already I feel a little bit better. Eating well and cutting down on sugar in any form seems much better for my general wellbeing.
Yes, the cranberry sauce I make has a lot of honey in it, but not anywhere near what a recipe would call for. I think you're right and I will freeze it after I make it and just have a little occasionally in smoothies. It's good to know that blueberries are just as good for colds! I am always astounded how little doctors seem to know about nutrition and natural cures for things. That's sad someone would prescribe less veggies!I don’t think I've ever had cranberry sauce but wouldn't it take a ton of sugar to not be sour and bitter? Probably the same for cranberry juice though. If you're having them for bladder issues (the only reason I can think of to consume them voluntarily...) I seem to remember that blueberries do just as well. People used to think the acidity was key but apparently it doesn't matter so much. Fun fact: I once had a gp advise me - in all seriousness - to eat less veg to get rid of my then-regular uti's because my pee wasn't acidic enough. Mind you: that was during the one period in my life I didn't eat healthy amounts of veg regularly anyway.
UTIs, not colds. Cranberries don't really do anything for colds either though, except through the vitamin C they contain. Having a lot of vit C can shorten the duration of cold symptoms by a day iirc, but you'd get plenty from just eating your 5 a day.It's good to know that blueberries are just as good for colds!
That sounds lovely & just what you neededYesterday was a nice mellow day, and K got her rough draft done on her essay finally. We took a nice walk at sunset and the wind was blowing cool air which feels divine. I can wear long sleeves now, which is such a nice change. I ate well yesterday and stopped eating early (minus a few crackers at night to tide me over.).