Floater's diary

Celery and blue cheese
 
I hope so, too, but what I perceived as friendship may have been a mirage.
Do you have a reason to think that or is it your brain retreating in fear of getting hurt again? (Which would be understandable, but it's important for you to know the difference.) You may be right of course, but not every religious person is an asshole, thankfully: our priest was 70-ish in 1990 and despite being a Catholic from a different time he was the most open-minded and loving person in our village.
 
Do you have a reason to think that or is it your brain retreating in fear of getting hurt again? (Which would be understandable, but it's important for you to know the difference.)
Perfectly valid question!
You may be right of course, but not every religious person is an asshole, thankfully: our priest was 70-ish in 1990 and despite being a Catholic from a different time he was the most open-minded and loving person in our village.
I hope it's just my fear/anxiety running laps around me <3

Good news: I managed to sleep five-ish hours 🥰
 
Breakfast: a banana.

I think my congregation, or at least a part of it, thinks I'm possessed. Took me a long time to realize it. o_O Feels bad, man.
 
That says a lot more about them than it does you, Arvo! :svengo:
Thank you. I'm still processing it. Feels impossible in 2023 but... Last Bible study group left little room for interpretation. Ms Civilian "Friend" thinks I'm headed for Hell. And because we were friends, not priest and parishioner, the things I've told her are not protected by ecclesiastical law. I lost my face.
 
Breakfast was a banana. Prepped a batch of soup, now portioned and cooling on the countertop. Lunch is congee with tuna and sauerkraut. Then gym.

Feeling super anxious.
 
Bowl of soup. Skipped the gym today.
 
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