Floater's diary

Oopsie, I fell asleep again and it's afternoon 😅

On the other hand: I probably needed it, and both body & mind are repaired in sleep, so just gonna have a coffee and a banana and see what the day has in store for me!
 
Aqua jogged for 45 mins
 
Pork ribs (stripped away as much fat as I could) and an unfortunately unripe avocado.

EDIT: also a banana. I need mah carbs.

Got myself a new electric toothbrush! Wohoo :3
 
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Hopefully I'll fall asleep easily, because I gotta get up really early in order to make it to the gym before the photographer who took my portrait for the trans guy exhibit back in spring delivers it. Exciting! I'll hang it in my hallway.
 
Hah, I did fall asleep early but I didn't get up early! On the other hand, I have wicked DOMS so a rest day is probably in order.
 
This time the stomach pain is unusual. It seems to spread from a very low point on my right abdomen. I can feel some uterine cramping too. The more I accept that I´m, indeed, a man with a feminine body, the more in tune I am with my body. It´s like I can observe "her" with compassion and camaraderie. It´s kind of cool. With it comes the dissipation of the dissociation that has kept "us" apart. I feel my body, and I feel "her" pains, too. This is extremely important for my health, vitality, and survival. I may have an appendix issue or it might be gynecological, and I might need to be on alert for going to the hospital if it is indeed the appendix, or my myoma twisted around it´s stalk and going necrotic. I feel calm because I know I can now trust in my ability to seek medical assistance if needed.

I will go lie down for a minute now and I´ll keep you guys posted. I´ll try to nap a little.
 
I'm a dingus! It's probably hormonal with a side effect from having had xylitol and aspartame yesterday! I need to remember to avoid the brand of protein drinks and buy the store label ones, with real sugar!
 
You're not a dingus. Just a normal person getting a little too anxious wondering about their aches and pains. Which is probably normal if you used to not be allowed to have needs or show discomfort and now have to learn how to feel and interpret your body's signals.
 
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You're not a dingus. Just a normal person getting a little too anxious wondering about their aches and pains. Which is probably normal if you used to not be allowed to have needs or show discomfort and now have to learn how to feel and interpret your body's signals.
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Had some ramen and a protein drink earlier, now chicken breast skin on
 
Tried to draw/write my psychotherapy homework, but for some reason the juice just doesn´t flow tonight. I think I need to remind myself that I don´t need to make anything publishable in my blog, it just needs to be good enough for therapy.

I have some joint pain and feeling unusually tired. I hope I´m not getting down with the flu, that would suck.
 
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