Floater's diary

You're looking after yourself well, Arvo. Kudos to you for tackling that cage. I hope you solve the rattling :)
 
Thanks forum mom! Feeling creeped out about a hearing regarding inapproppriate behavior by an autism assistance person a while ago.

Six dates
 
Had some dates and bread before falling asleep.

I was supposed to go for a walk with Ms Civilian friend this morning but I overslept. I´m hopeless.
 
Atrocious mental health day. Ex-bf drove me to the city center so I could have my glasses adjusted while he gets stuff for his new apartment.

OCD symptoms through the roof.

EDIT: cheeseburger and protein drink.
 
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At home, under my weighted blanket. Dinner is a protein drink, snack salami, and knock-off Kinder bars. My brain needs calories now.
 
Snack: rye bread with cheese. Pre-ordered fried chicken for breakfast tomorrow, I need to be fed for therapy
 
Lunch: 1dl of soy protein mixed in water, a banana. The gym, I´ll grab a post workout meal from the city center and come home and do some cleaning.
 
Workout was good. I kept it light because my right elbow is showing some irritation despite me having been very careful with my form.

Post-workout meal: protein drink and a cheeseburger.
 
Vaped some weed with ex and went for a walk. Upcycled a pine green oversize summer dress into a year-round piece by sowing the upper part of a similarly upcycled, winged goth harness as shoulder straps into it. Now it's slightly shorter at the hem and I can wear a sleeved top underneath when it gets cold. The wings won't fit inside jackets, but I can wear my puffy track jacket or a reasonably priced cape over it if it's of good quality and I decide to keep it.
 
I had the rest of the drumsticks last night before bed, as well as a snack salami I bought on my walk.

Breakfast: banana and a can of tuna. I´m super swollen from having eaten fast food two days in a row! It´s back to the fold for this boy.

Bible Study groups will start next week I think? I need to make a point to go there every time, in person. There´s a man my age there whose vibes I really like. He´s a bit shy and very polite, liberal opinions, hasn´t been shaken by my gender identity. He goes to the same gym as I do. I´m gonna ask him if he wants to work out with me some time. He has really pretty, gentle eyes. Doesn´t seem like a man who would feel threatened or emasculated by me, which is important, no matter what happens with my body. He also dances. I look like an orc on the dance floor but judging by the way his eyes lit up when I thanked him for picking up my used glass to wash it tells me he has nothing against orcs, so...

Oh and also he seems to have a somewhat similar view on faith than I do, which is really important for me. I´m going to allow myself a little daydreaming for now.

I think my trauma recovery is moving along quite nicely for me to be able to have my romance feelers out.
 
Had a Red Bull and a protein drink as preworkout, aqua jogged for 30 mins and swam for 15. Very tired.
 
Had a banana and cleaned Heikki´s mansion.
 
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