Floater's diary

Breakfast was a banana and a bowl of soup. During the autism assistance visit I let Heikki out to run and deep cleaned his cage because he had peed in the shelf again. Now having coffee.

Lunch is going to be a green smoothie (cucumber, banana, celery, tahini, soy protein isolate, snack lemon, ginger). I´ll pack some for a post workout snack as well.
 
Gym was OK, not my most amazing session ever but basic good. Had a green smoothie in the locker room. One of my hoodies and one pair of sweatpants are falling apart at the seams so I ordered some similar stuff on sale.

Now at home, fresh and moisturized after a shower. Dinner is the last portion of green smoothie, 200g of cottage cheese, and rye bread with Parmesan.
 
Breakfast: cold coffee with 1tbsp of sugar, nutmeg, and white pepper, a bowl of soup. Feeling so exhausted I think I need a hot shower before starting my day
 
After my shower I took my faith into my own hands and called the secretary at the trans clinic & asked that, as the trans clinic doctor has said me attending work-adjacent activity is mandatory for me to be allowed to continue the trans evaluations, that the doctor would write a statement for the social worker so I have a better chance of getting into work-adjacent activity. Because it's not really meant for people like me who can handle their affairs, it's for people whose lives would otherwise spiral out of control.

A: the doctor will see that I'm proactive with my treatment
B: I'm "turning the other cheek" by complying with an illegal demand presented by the doctor, and asking for her written documentation makes it impossible for her to later claim no coercive demand was ever made and
C: if the doctor is busy or lazy, and can't be bothered to write a statement, can she then really blame me if the social services say they don't have anything for me?

Fuck the bureaucrats!
 
Went grocery shopping with the autism assistance person, and threw out some clothes and a pair of shoes that were too worn for a thrift shop. Bough a rotisserie chicken, an aubergine, and some Schwarzwald ham. Portioned and fridged the chicken.

Lunch: one portion of rotisserie chicken, smoothie with celery, cucumber, banana, blueberries, tahini, and soy protein isolate.
 
Had a walk with Ms Civilian Friend. At home now. Trying to figure out if I should watch a series or take out my painting stuff. I feel exhausted and really nervous about the trans clinic.
 
I guess the anxiety might be from hunger? Going to have dinner now. Bowl of soup, portion of chicken, and cherries. I really hope I'll fall asleep easily.
 
Breakfast: sugared coffee, a bowl of soup. Ms CF asked me to go donate blood with her tomorrow but I had to say no because I´ve vaped the devil´s lettuce, which means a 14-day ban from donating blood. I do´t feel bad about having vaped but I feel distressed about how she´ll think about me because of it.

Paid the rent and my bills and got left with a whopping 0,70e on my account. Thank god I still have some benefit payments coming tomorrow and the day before so I can afford my medication and food. And paying the bills does make me feel nice.

Anxiety relatively high. Going to go aqua jogging now. A friend will pop by later for tea. After I get home I´ll get a red lentil and aubergine soup going, vacuum, wash the bathroom, and deep clean Heikki´s cage.
 
At home. Aqua jogged for 2hrs, had a post workout smoothie. Mentally and physically exhausted. Laundry machine is running. Next up food prep and cleanup.
 
I hope a nice rest now will have you just relaxed enough to sleep well later.
 
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