Floater's diary

Floater said:
She did. I have a black faux fur jacket that reminds me of her. I bought a microwaveable meal of fish and potato mash. On my way to the grocery I stopped by the pond to look at the ducks. They frantically wish to live and, hence, scour the water for food. Knowing how duck reproduction works, some aspects of those animals does creep me out, but they and I are god-made (or evolution-emerged) beings all the same.
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To clarify: wearing this jacket I feel like she's still here. I owed so much to her and her death doesn't remove how much she and caring for her made my days better.

Heikki is my chaotic lil boy now. I love him equally. But adjustment takes time.
 
Adjustment takes time and love comes in many shapes.

I sometimes wish I knew less about ducks so I could enjoy their antics more but it is what it is. Makes you wonder about ole Donald, doesn't it?
 
Llama said:
Adjustment takes time and love comes in many shapes.

I sometimes wish I knew less about ducks so I could enjoy their antics more but it is what it is. Makes you wonder about ole Donald, doesn't it?
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I'm screwed up enough without thinking about ole uncle D's corcscrew, thank youuuuu 🤯
 
Floater said:
On my way to the grocery I stopped by the pond to look at the ducks. They frantically wish to live and, hence, scour the water for food. Knowing how duck reproduction works, some aspects of those animals does creep me out,
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Llama said:
I sometimes wish I knew less about ducks so I could enjoy their antics more but it is what it is. Makes you wonder about ole Donald, doesn't it?
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Now you all have me needing to google about ducks...i wonder what i will find out! :eek:

Cate said:
I still feel the presence of dogs & people long gone & still feel grateful for the love they gave me. The love that we have had still lingers on in some shape or form.
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I sometimes have an imaginary dog with me...sometimes an imaginary rabbit....I have had such wonderful animals in my life and the feeling of them remains with me, so that now that feeling is easy to bring up in my heart and mind when i just imagine them with me :)
 
My dinner is mushroom soup made from mostly dried mushrooms, with storebought "fresh" Spätzle and a chopped-up storebought meatball. If it fills you up and feeds you it's food.
 
I hate the way my body smells when I'm super stressed BUT if you shower in the morning and put on fresh clothes no other human will smell it. I'm crossing my fingers, toes, and earlobes for you today.
 
Either this is a calm before the storm, or the depression meds I gave the last hail mary might actually _work_, but I feel quite hopeful about the upcoming interview!
 
Cate said:
All the best with the trans interview!
Remember the grasshopper mouse is not intimidated :grouphug:
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I´m feeling very grasshopper-y today. Had potatoes and meatballs for breakfast and will take out some fruit to thaw. The migraine/depression med that I started taking a few days ago gives me an insane appetite, but that´s much preferred to sustaining oneself on the odd handful of nuts and beef jerky per day.
 
More potatoes and meatballs. 25 mins to go.
 
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