Been a few days since I posted, but I am staying on track. It is amazing how much of this is mental. I think alot of my fitness goals will be better served if I am consistent with my thoughts on the importance of my health. With four children and a full time job it is very easy for me to make excuses that I don't have the time to exercise or eat right, instead of recognizing my less than perfect organizational skills as the culprit. I am blessed with the ability to multitask and respond to stress in spades, but that always leaves something out, usually important things like my health. I have decided to make a concerted effort to plan better and incorporate healthy living into my chaotic lifestyle.
On a good note, the back pain I was experiencing has resolved itself and I am feeling much better. I think the best thing, and probably only thing I can do for my back injury is to get into the best shape I can. I am a very active person and I find it depressing to experience chronic pain. The good news is that the exercise is helping. I have had to utilize some will power, but I am doing the things that I seem to have lost track of over the last several months. For instance I have been drinking water until I float, it is amazing how much better I feel now that I am drinking enough. I am also avoiding all those carbs that are so easy to be addicted to, and weaning down my caffeine intake. Overall I am motivated and energized about getting into shape.
Plan today is cardio, yesterday was weight training. I am not planning on weighing in for another week, I am feeling better and I think that is more important than the number. Not to mention my goals have changed, I am no longer looking only at the short term goal, in addition I am focusing on incorporating healthy living into to my life. I think that goal is more accurate and is clearly the only option.