bluehats diary

dear diary
very sad
cause i have no answer
 
dear diary

ive been working on relocating
since june
to live with a family member who
lives a long way away (cant say more than that for
safety reasons)
but the red tape and paperwork is making it take long
and i have 2 weeks left
because it doesnt look as tho
i will have a way to get to the relatives house
our weather changes badly in nov and im working on oct but
with the hoops paperwork and things it leaves me 2 weeks
left to finalize ( have to give 2 months moving out notice
and i cant do that until the paperwork is arranged and i have a ride lined up)
to get the ride arranged
if it doesnt work in 2 weeks i have to wait
for may when better weather
unless i find someone who will risk storms in nov
just saying all this because there is hope
at some point anyway
and that im not just sitting back and not trying
at least about that part anyway
the foods harder
and there will be eating help there too
its a better area for services
 
I really hope that this possible relocation works out for you! It sounds like your current situation just causes you to hit constant road blocks. Try not to worry about doing things perfectly in terms of nutrition. Just make sure you take care of yourself and do what you can for now!
 
dear diary

food for today--

2 burgers with no bun or
condiments
dipped in renees dressing
(8 ounces beef i think)
 
dear diary
well my move plan didnt work
i got the paperwork nearly done
but have no way to get me n my 4 footed friend to my familys
one reason being i get lost easy
and fall asleep easy
so its not safe to travel alone
and my family here
dont agree with the move
so will not help
so nothing there anyway

about my eating and exercising
i only eat on the days i go buy food
so in other words i dont eat
if i dont get out
which works for now
exercise?
still not allowed
until end aug at least
maybe more depending on
how long it takes to heal
 
I'm sorry that the move isn't going to work out either. I hope things start to get better for you soon, xoxo
 
dear diary
todays food--
2 store cooked sausages
1 big bag of sunchips sour cream
box of broken choc. bars

i dont fight the hunger anymore
 
dear diary
yesterdays food--

tacos with no shells
with the family

gonna be rough
having just 9 bucks
between now and the 7th
of aug for food money
but i needed post surgery things
that had to come from somewhere
 
dear diary
todays food--

6 cans of 540ml soup
1 can 398ml beans
1 325 grams bag of cheddar cheese sunchips
water
huge huge amount of insulin measured using my ratio
i clearly made a mistake shopping
and thinking i could bring food in
 
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hi
im still here

ive become very stiff in the last month
i believe its lack of exercise
1 step is hard
but when i cycled even as little
as 15 mins. a day
i could take 2 flights of stairs
to a second floor in a building
and my family is very impatient
and blaming
but i only did what i was supposed to do
and that was i was instructed no exercise
and no bending no lifting
and i asked about my indoor bike and
was told no

i only hope by sept
i can walk stilll
 
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