OHHHH Dythimia...guess I should wear my glasses more often ;-) Glad you are feeling better!
I had been told a few years ago that I was mildly depressed, but when I started therapy a year ago, was told that was not an accurate diagnosis. After reading the definitions of Depression and Dysthimia together we (my therapist and I) decided that the latter was a much better fit.
So, I'm dysthimic. And yes, the meds are for that, not for sleeping. Although there are times I can't sleep well, the last couple days I have slept really well....and although I'm up and moving, all I want to do is go right back to bed. And yeah, the tears are still threatening this morning. It just really sucks being like this.
Got it. My understanding is that Dysthymia is still a form of a depression, but simply a less acute variety and more chronic in nature.
Not sure what you and your therapist cover in your sessions, but I suspect that issues of low self-esteem, lack of control, irrational ( i.e glass half empty ) thought patterns, comfort-eating may represent some of the obstacles that make reaching one's fitness goals all the more difficult. I'm not saying all ( or any ) of these issues pertain to you, but I did know a trainer who suffered from Dysthymia and she mentioned that these were the sorts of issues that seemed to sabotage her training regimens and lifestyle. Actually, in her case, her therapist concluded that she resorted to ' comfort training ' instead of ' comfort-eating ' where she was addicted to exercise, counted every calorie she ate, obsessed about body fat ,obsessed about body image etc. etc. to compensate for issues of self-esteem and lack of control. In any event, whether someone is Dysthymic or not ........I think any one of these issues could slow any of us down in our training.
The great thing is, you have a therapist to can bounce some of these issues off of. They can usually help you decide whether your occasional insomnia and or crying spells are ' appropriate ' or not. That, and also help you understand what ' triggers ' you are most susceptible to.
Hang in there !
Did a short run tonight (1.5 mi) and it was pure TORTURE!!! I can't understand it. My legs felt as if I had done 50 box squats right before I ran, and I didn't! So frustrating!!
So this is normal, despite the fact that I have been running for years?
It can be in my opinion.
I mean sometimes nutritional factors can play a role. Calorie consumption can play a role as well as recovery factors, in a feeling like this. In addition, to consuming enough water. In other times, it can "be the body" just being plain lazy, but your mind is wanting to run the indy 500. What I am saying is there could be some variable here causing your situation.
This is one reason, I like training journals (where you input your feelings, along with the training and rest times), and another reason I like diet journals. One can use this to "sometimes" pin point possible problems.
It can be in my opinion.
I mean sometimes nutritional factors can play a role. Calorie consumption can play a role as well as recovery factors, in a feeling like this. In addition, to consuming enough water. In other times, it can "be the body" just being plain lazy, but your mind is wanting to run the indy 500. What I am saying is there could be some variable here causing your situation.
This is one reason, I like training journals (where you input your feelings, along with the training and rest times), and another reason I like diet journals. One can use this to "sometimes" pin point possible problems.