So instead today I’ll restrict. Lunch I will skip and then have a little for dinner. I can’t skip dinner since I’m making the St. Louis ribs. I am babysitting so I can do it. I can’t wait until the 1st when I’ll be free. I’ll miss the babies of course but I miss my free time where I can just focus on me.
I’ve been trying to get into the 130s for days but at night I’ve been eating. During the day I’m fine but dinner and night all my resolve vanishes. And plus my sis makes dinner most nights or orders food. And then when I go home my brother makes food or have sweets. Can’t wait until he goes. Every morning and night I have to give him his medicine and he is almost 40. Then I have to take him for his appointments and his medicine. It’s like I have a child and I don’t so can’t wait till he goes on the 1st. Then my mom I have to take her to her appointments and there an hour away sometimes. Then I have to drive in rush hour which just sucks. Then my sister I have to babysit which I love but then that means I have to eat dinner which is usually unhealthy. So I can’t wait until the 1st.
I’ve been trying to get into the 130s for days but at night I’ve been eating. During the day I’m fine but dinner and night all my resolve vanishes. And plus my sis makes dinner most nights or orders food. And then when I go home my brother makes food or have sweets. Can’t wait until he goes. Every morning and night I have to give him his medicine and he is almost 40. Then I have to take him for his appointments and his medicine. It’s like I have a child and I don’t so can’t wait till he goes on the 1st. Then my mom I have to take her to her appointments and there an hour away sometimes. Then I have to drive in rush hour which just sucks. Then my sister I have to babysit which I love but then that means I have to eat dinner which is usually unhealthy. So I can’t wait until the 1st.
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