Rebel's Diary

Hey Rebel,

Just a thought but you're eating less than I am in a day...I'm eating between 1500 (still to low) -1900 calories depending on my exercise but take a look at how many calories you need, drop it by a certain amount and you're still going to lose weight. You may want to ask your doc about the medication you're taking too because you're boosting your metabolic rate, right? So if you drop your calories by say, 500 from what you need to start + the meds, you're burning calories.

I could eat 2800 calories a day and still lose weight at my current weight. I think we feel like we're eating more when we start going healthy because it's so different. Our body doesn't recognize it as habit and goes "This is new" and considers it to be a lot. I've started meal planning to get a minimum of 1500 calories a day - no excuses anymore. It's friggin' hard. I make sure my calories are 1500+, carbs are under 100g and protein is at or over 150g right now. My body almost instantly left the dreaded plateau and my energy soared. I dropped another 1.2lbs this week and am now fitting into my pre-baby jeans (sitting at 224.2lbs today and going running tonight)!

The quicker you can get a healthy, balanced diet into you (so no crashes from lack of sugar or sugar rushes, lots of water, taking out the foods that just don't work for you, and making sure you're getting the nutrition your body needs), the more you're teaching your brain to adapt to these healthy habits. It will become less work and more instinct sooner and you'll feel better especially when you start exercising.

Weight loss will come but take the journey to get those habits developed to not starve your body of vital nutrients or worse, create a horrible cycle of starvation/binge eating. Seriously, been there, done that. I remember having panic attacks because I was so scared of eating something 'unhealthy' and having dreams that I ate something that wasn't even in my apartment (like a whole cake). It was horrible.

Find out what you need to eat in a day and if you can't stick with it on your own, consider a fitbit. It has seriously made a difference in the week I've had mine. There's no excuses for me to hide behind anymore - my hubby can see it, he can see if I'm eating/drinking water so if I say "oh no, it's fine..." HA! It's right there in my face going "No, Sam, you drank no water and barely ate yesterday".

Anyways, I hope you're feeling better soon and take care. My tip for calories honestly is, if you can't get enough, get a tablespoon or two (measure) of all natural nut butter and eat it - especially with low energy. I keep it in my gym bag for long sessions - I can burn 500+ calories in a long workout and a tablespoon of PB helps.

Good luck! I'm so glad you found this forum - you're a real trooper and goal-getter!
 
Hey Rebel,

Just a thought but you're eating less than I am in a day...I'm eating between 1500 (still to low) -1900 calories depending on my exercise but take a look at how many calories you need, drop it by a certain amount and you're still going to lose weight. You may want to ask your doc about the medication you're taking too because you're boosting your metabolic rate, right? So if you drop your calories by say, 500 from what you need to start + the meds, you're burning calories.

I could eat 2800 calories a day and still lose weight at my current weight. I think we feel like we're eating more when we start going healthy because it's so different. Our body doesn't recognize it as habit and goes "This is new" and considers it to be a lot. I've started meal planning to get a minimum of 1500 calories a day - no excuses anymore. It's friggin' hard. I make sure my calories are 1500+, carbs are under 100g and protein is at or over 150g right now. My body almost instantly left the dreaded plateau and my energy soared. I dropped another 1.2lbs this week and am now fitting into my pre-baby jeans (sitting at 224.2lbs today and going running tonight)!

The quicker you can get a healthy, balanced diet into you (so no crashes from lack of sugar or sugar rushes, lots of water, taking out the foods that just don't work for you, and making sure you're getting the nutrition your body needs), the more you're teaching your brain to adapt to these healthy habits. It will become less work and more instinct sooner and you'll feel better especially when you start exercising.

Weight loss will come but take the journey to get those habits developed to not starve your body of vital nutrients or worse, create a horrible cycle of starvation/binge eating. Seriously, been there, done that. I remember having panic attacks because I was so scared of eating something 'unhealthy' and having dreams that I ate something that wasn't even in my apartment (like a whole cake). It was horrible.

Find out what you need to eat in a day and if you can't stick with it on your own, consider a fitbit. It has seriously made a difference in the week I've had mine. There's no excuses for me to hide behind anymore - my hubby can see it, he can see if I'm eating/drinking water so if I say "oh no, it's fine..." HA! It's right there in my face going "No, Sam, you drank no water and barely ate yesterday".

Anyways, I hope you're feeling better soon and take care. My tip for calories honestly is, if you can't get enough, get a tablespoon or two (measure) of all natural nut butter and eat it - especially with low energy. I keep it in my gym bag for long sessions - I can burn 500+ calories in a long workout and a tablespoon of PB helps.

Good luck! I'm so glad you found this forum - you're a real trooper and goal-getter!
Ms samantha
I talked to my doctor friday and she wants me to get a low carb 200-300 calorie protein shake mix. That way i can add good calories to my diet. Even if im not hungry there's always room for a chocolate shake :rolleyes:
Plus i could also fortify the shake with maybe peanut butter and/or banana if i was really low on calories.
Im eating really big servings when i eat its just they dont have many calories attached. I love vegtables so i eat them constantly but again not many calories. Because of my pre diabetes I've cut out simple carbs and those were the bulk of my calories b4 i changed over to my new eating plan.
Im going to start adding some potatoes and pasta in small amounts. One because of some calories but mostly i just miss having it.
Cya soon
Rebel
 
There are some great protein shakes or even nutritional shakes. I do protein shakes for the protein specifically - not much else in it. If you're looking for vitamins, Vega has a GREAT blend that packs in vitamins and minerals. Their chocolate shake is delicious too - not gritty and tastes real! (Pretty sure there's no fake sugar in it too).

Peanut butter and bananas are always a great idea - avocado as well. It's low carb but has a TON of healthy fats that we often lack.

I gave up on white potato but added sweet potato. I don't do boxed pasta but love making it! YUMMY!
 
Well today has been going pretty well. Went to visit my daughter in the hospital lastnight. Did some walking from the parking lot to the wheelchair center. Dont know how far it was but god im sooooo sore. Havent moved that much in awhile.
 
Breakfast- Scrambled eggs, turkey bacon, glass of 2% milk, slice of mozzarella cheese. (656 calories)

Lunch- grilled pork cutlet, roasted squash and tomatoes, brown rice. (642 calories)

Dinner- steamed head of cauliflower with some butter/olive oil spread . (279 calories)

Snack- pecans v8 juice (450 calories)

BMR=4540
Cals=2027
Total -2513
 
That looks like a delicious, healthy day of eating! I'm very glad you're talking to your doctor about the specifics of your diet.
Kudos for exploring your walking abilities, by the way. It must suck badly to have to work so hard for simple locomotion but it shows your determination. Did you try those sit-down exercises? I think getting your general strength up will not only help you burn more calories but also make moving easier faster.
Good work!
 
That looks like a delicious, healthy day of eating! I'm very glad you're talking to your doctor about the specifics of your diet.
Kudos for exploring your walking abilities, by the way. It must suck badly to have to work so hard for simple locomotion but it shows your determination. Did you try those sit-down exercises? I think getting your general strength up will not only help you burn more calories but also make moving easier faster.
Good work!
Maria
Yea the food was really good. I was the weird kid on the block growing up. Always loved my veggies. Prob would have been a vegetarian if i didn't come from such a long line of carnivores lol.
Yea my doctors great. She has been my doctor for about 25 years now so shes much more involved than a typical might be.
Yes i did try the sit down exercises. A little harder then i thought they would have been. Yea the walking was a real workout. Its my own fault. I guess with the bipolor and just giving up on life in general i parked myself on the sofa and just quit moving much. Now moving again all of a sudden its just a shock to my system.
Its strange food use to be such an emotional comfort to me and now its just something i need to live. Its all a huge adjustment.

Rebel
 
Yes i did try the sit down exercises. A little harder then i thought they would have been. Yea the walking was a real workout.

I'm so glad to hear that! I'll admit to my bias right away: I'm a physical therapist and I have seen how much difference more active muscles can make long before a person starts to build more muscle mass and irrespective of weight. The fact that the exercises were harder than you thought shows they might actually work :) Don't overdo it, but stick with it.
 
I'm so glad to hear that! I'll admit to my bias right away: I'm a physical therapist and I have seen how much difference more active muscles can make long before a person starts to build more muscle mass and irrespective of weight. The fact that the exercises were harder than you thought shows they might actually work :) Don't overdo it, but stick with it.
;)
 
I need to change the way i eat but im notexactly sure how to start. I know i have to cut out sugars and starches because those are my biggest crutch. Im an emotional eater and always seem to find food to ease my stress level.
I was already obese when the doctors put me on some very aggressive bipolar meds. In two years time i went from 300 close to 500 pounds. I took myself off the bipolar meds so im not constantly hungry anymore but at my current weight there isn't much i can do in the way of exercise. Even walking is now a problem. I get the shakes a then dizzy. My body frame simply cant support this much weight.
My family doctor gave me a prescription for some diet pills that should give me some energy to get off the couch and start some kind of exercises.
Update: thanks to allcdnboy not quite as lost now but still have an unfathomable distance to go.

First, welcome to the forum.

Second, I've read through your journal and I just have a few things I wanted to say. I think it's GREAT that you have doctors who are on board with you during your weight loss journey, especially with (unless I'm reading it wrong) your bipolar condition. I don't know if certain medications can interfere with weight loss but your doctors will definitely be able to help you make good choices when it comes to taking medication, what type of diet you should eat, etc. Also, from what you've said in some of your posts, I think you're starting this journey with a pretty solid idea of what you need to do in order to lose weight. I've been on MANY weight loss journeys throughout the years (some successful, some not) and the one thing that can easily make or break someone is their mentality. If someone doesn't start off with a good idea on what needs to be, what they need to do, then their journey can come to a very quick end. However, since you seem to know what needs to be done - and, you're already doing it - I think you'll be fine.

Good luck!!!
 
First, welcome to the forum.

Second, I've read through your journal and I just have a few things I wanted to say. I think it's GREAT that you have doctors who are on board with you during your weight loss journey, especially with (unless I'm reading it wrong) your bipolar condition. I don't know if certain medications can interfere with weight loss but your doctors will definitely be able to help you make good choices when it comes to taking medication, what type of diet you should eat, etc. Also, from what you've said in some of your posts, I think you're starting this journey with a pretty solid idea of what you need to do in order to lose weight. I've been on MANY weight loss journeys throughout the years (some successful, some not) and the one thing that can easily make or break someone is their mentality. If someone doesn't start off with a good idea on what needs to be, what they need to do, then their journey can come to a very quick end. However, since you seem to know what needs to be done - and, you're already doing it - I think you'll be fine.

Good luck!!!
Chef
Yes i have bipolar 1. And some days well..... They r just interesting days. Decided not to really go on a diet. I didnt want something that b a temporary fix. I simply changed the way i eat instead. Mostly veggies and protein from meat cheese nuts. Simple carbs few and far between. The carbs i get from veggies i dont worry much about. They r a drop in the bucket compared to the amount i use to take in.
See you soon

Rebel
 
Breakfast- Scrambled eggs, turkey bacon, fresco cheese, v8 juice. (581 calories)

Lunch- roasted veggies (343 calories)

Dinner- yogurt. (120 calories)

Snack- pecans v8 juice (603 calories)

BMR=4540
Cals=1647
Total -2893
 
Sorry to hear you had a tough day, Rebel. Could you perhaps prep some meals that freeze well on a good day that you just have to reheat when you´re struggling? :grouphug:
 
Hope today is better day babe x
So far so good other than it being 3am and still cant sleep. This is the time of night when i would normally snack. Im not sure if im really hungry or just want to eat to pass the time. Either way can wait till breakfast time.
Still pretty stressed out but nothing sleep wont help. I made some hot tea and that helped with the cravings. The only thing is that i dont put sugar in my tea anymore i noticed i can taste the tea bag(gross.) i just need to find some better tea.
 
Gross indeed but also a sign that your taste buds are recovering. Which is great!
 
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