Hey Rebel, I don't know if you noticed it but I am SO proud of you so I had to point it out - do you notice the increase in exercise you're doing? From your first few days of posting with no exercise and some reasons why to fishing, carrying deer feed? Doing the sit-down workouts? Walking? Give yourself a pat on the back, buddy! That's awesome!
Also, good for you for getting your calories up - it really is hard. I get into 'obsessive' thoughts easily and have to snap myself out of it - I don't even realize that I'm lowering calories but then I'm sitting at 1000 or less and it's back to square one of healthy eating. While I really don't meal plan well, I do love having things like meatballs pre-cooked or bags of veggies that I like ready to go with them. And of course...peanut butter lol! Vega protein or nutritional powder is another thing I love - it's super-healthy, a tad expensive but tastes amazing! It's an indulgent treat for me.
You are doing amazing even through a funk! You may be running into the lifestyle change wall too - the first few days/weeks can be exciting because it's a change and you're so gung-ho about doing this. After awhile though, your body gets more used to it but starts craving the junk - even without realizing it. You kinda feel...off? Like not sick but just...wrong. At least, that's how I feel. Try to change the 'funky' thoughts - if you start beating yourself up, remind yourself how awesome you're doing. If you start to feel like your food choice is boring, remind yourself how good it is for your body. All those little things you are doing are making a HUGE change.
You're doing wonderfully!