Rebel's Diary

Plenty of things to do with accidental burger patties. And if it forces you to get started on cooking again, all the better.
 
& you could always have them with some veggies ;)
 
My calorie counter dropped my daily calories after the last drop in weight. Now I think it’s 2049 so not sure. My appetite and those numbers probably won’t get along. That’s taking into account the reduction of 1000 calories a day so there is some wiggle room if I need it.
Food yesterday...

B- Grilled ham steak and eggs.

L- Grilled burger and Brussels sprouts.

D- Beans and rice and a English muffin just because.

Total 2032
 
Been a bad week. Still feel bad and eating not enough or too much. That’s my depression I guess. I have a 1000 a day deficit set up so if I go over 500 calories or so it’s not a huge deal.
 
Have you gone back on meds yet, Rebel? I'm currently gently urging R to go back to his Psych to have his looked at, as he started off on a very low-dose L but that's all & it hasn't lifted his depression much at all. I can understand not wanting to take anything stronger (or anything at all) or trying to balance the 2 meds but can see he needs more. What a juggle!
Sending you a hug :grouphug:
 
cate said:
Have you gone back on meds yet, Rebel? I'm currently gently urging R to go back to his Psych to have his looked at, as he started off on a very low-dose L but that's all & it hasn't lifted his depression much at all. I can understand not wanting to take anything stronger (or anything at all) or trying to balance the 2 meds but can see he needs more. What a juggle!
Sending you a hug :grouphug:
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It will be till he finds some that work. Sometimes they take forever to start working.

I haven’t yet; still thinking about it.
 
Update——
Ended up back in the “special” hospital for I think about 2 weeks. Things got a little confusing. I’m back on meds and it’s been a roller coaster ride from hell.

My x found out she has cancer in her colon, liver, and lungs. My son isn’t taking it very well. So to say things have been tense is an under statement. I’ve probably gained about 40 pounds. It feels like it anyhow. I’ll try and get back on track tomorrow. Today has been hospital food and coffee..... again.
 
Things aren't going very well. Since i started the meds i feel half starved all the time .Might have to get back off of them. Im going to try to cut way back on the calories starting tomorrow so well see how it goes .
 
Fingers crossed. It´s so weird how chemicals influence our entire being. I mean: I know we ARE basically a complex mixture of chemicals, so it makes sense, but you only think about it when you have to.
 
LaMaria said:
Fingers crossed. It´s so weird how chemicals influence our entire being. I mean: I know we ARE basically a complex mixture of chemicals, so it makes sense, but you only think about it when you have to.
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Yea it’s just something about the mood stabilizers that my body doesn’t like.
 
That sucks. Not weighing 500 pounds is worth a lot but being hungry All. The. Time. and having to fight that feeling all day every day is hard.
 
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