ok, I am officially an idiot!LOL
I went on my lunch break and went and bought a new pair of shorts for myself, i never buy myself anything btw..and then I came back and got a call from my Dad..."hey I'll be there in 5 minutes!" and then I remembered...HE WAS TAKING ME OUT TO EAT ON MY LUNCH BREAK TODAY!! DAMMIT!!
so I ran in the boss's office and told him my story, he's so cool, he said " What would bother you more...telling your Dad you already took your lunch and you can't go, or having to eat lunch twice"..
So he let me go but I gotta come in early the next two days like 30 minutes tomorrow and then Friday. He is SO COOL !!
I gave my boss a hug..I'm a dork! LOL :-B <----HAHAHA!
So I went to Golden Corral completely not hungry..these nic. patches make me feel like..nauseaus (sp?) nauseas? nausios..oh screw it.. so anyway I wasn't hungry. But I had a half cup cooked carrots, like a spoonful of salad literally, 1 cooked broccoli spear and 1 cooked cauliflower spear and 1 artichoke heart. I was SO not hungry. Still not..So anyway my boss like me and that is so cool.
I am going to put in for one day off next Tues. or Thursday. I'm going to go to Hurricane Harbor and have fun in the sun.
So my goal from yesterday until next week is NO SWEETS and so far I've had no craving at all for sweets. My meals are structured and I have been eating exactly how I plan them out.
Also been looking into the dance or martial arts classes and stuff too.
todays food has been and will be:
1 bowl Total cereal w/medium banana and skim milk
5 grapes (not planned)
.5 cup yogurt
snack- apple and plain oatmeal with SF apple cider spices in it REALLY GOOD
lunch- tuna sandwich on WW bread w/mustard and malt vinegar
snack-.5 cup carrots 1 bro. spear and 1 caul. spear and 2 pieces of honeydew melon and 1 artichoke heart
snack-banana and popcorn
dinner-1 cup chicken breast roasted in WW tortillal with salsa and .5 cup brown rice not instant. and 1 cup skim milk
I've also drank about a gallon of water today with crystal light