That's a good idea, especially if I could find one that hasn't been used (it happens sometimes). I have such issues with food hygiene that I felt terrified every time I used a microwave at work or at someone else's house. Doesn't mean that my micro never got grimy between cleans, but it was _my_ dirt and as such less distressing. But I can also just save on something else for a while, get the microwave and get back to the program.
My ex asked me for a walk and I went, it was nice to hear from him after some sad news from his family, and he bought me Vietnamese from a local kiosk which was super nice of him. Quality feels like eating in a kebab restaurant, no offense to the folks who run these places but you can tell it's very processed and cheaply made. But I'm so happy that I actually have an appetite! I have struggled with eating, and that's one of my binge drinking triggers as I have previously mentioned. It's insane how well just one single gym visit can improve my balance. I might be too tired to brush my teeth though (but I'll do it when I wake in the middle of the night anyway).
Maybe this time around, I should focus very hard on things that make me prone to bad choices. If I get emotional about food and exercise, it will mess with my body's own signals and cues, and I'll overdo or underdo it. Veggie quota for today was pretty good.
. And yeah, 200 per can it says on the label. But I'm just about to leave for the gym, so at least my frustration is leading towards something good! Can't let perfection get in the way of progress.
