Aww, thanks christina
I certainly hope it stays straight, too!
Yesterday was terrible. Iate junk food (we had a mini 'football party') and I had 20 ounces of SODA, even I banned myself from both until this saturday. I'm so aweful. To top that off, I didn't even exercise (well, I didn't even go to church, either...I was too sick)
Now, last night I promised myself I'd work hard today. Not just with exercise, but with housework and schoolwork. Not just because I need to, but to help wear me out. I slept soo terribly last night I wanted to cry. I went to bed at ten, and could go to sleep, so for an hour I went out into the living room, had some crackers and hot tea, and watched Emeril live (and I actually found a recipe I LIKE, which I'm going to try, hopefully, soon) and then took some more meds and went to bed. Took me about 30 minutes, but I finally fell asleep around 12.30-ish. Then I woke up at 6 forty-ish and couldn't get back to sleep so I went outside and sat with my mom. I had some nasty coughs, too that literally made me cry. anyways, by now, nothing works! Not alkazelser, not nyquil, not sudafed and guafasein...nothing. My friend told me all that she takes when she's sick is ibuprofen. So I said eff it and took 3. But I really wanted to sleep, so I took some chlor tabs too, since I know they make me sleepy. Anyways, that certainly did the trick. Slept (on and off) until ten! Yay.
The problem is I feel so utterly sick and weak that I don't want to work, now. I should rest, but then I won't be able to sleep tonight. I know I have to wear myself out. But I feel as if I can't. All I'm planning on doing, really, is sweeping, doing a little dusting, cleaning my side of the room, picking up the bathroom and sweeping in there, and I promised myself I'd give myself a peice of dark chocolate if I washed the car. With regular exercise I planned on doing tae bo, weight training, callesthenics, stretching, and a couple of other things which I forget. With mental stuff I plan on doing my driver's ed homework and some math.
OH.
I had a dream about the GED. I dreamt that I had taken it at home, and then one day, I came back from a walk and mom said if I had looked at my scores, so I geeked out and went to get them. I had an 'off the chart' for english (hah! yeah right) and really good scores for everything...except that it was broken down in weird categories.
I also had a dream about this one girl I talk to every now and then who is from england, and I remember she died in a car accident. And it was mingled with something sci-fi, and my friends and I were all living in a castle, and hogwarts was somehow mixed into all of this. It was strange because I took it REALLY hard, and I've only talked to her once or twice...barely. It was just a really weird dream o.0
Okay....going to eat breakfast and take some more meds...hopefully I'll be feeling better after that and I'll be able to do some work.