Cort's diary

KC- aw! kitty! *hugs it* Yeah, the name is sleepy time tea, hehe. The box is green and it has bears in clothes in front of a fire place. It's so cute!

Thanks everyone! I'm really psyched, hehe!
 
You Are Doing Excellant =-)
 
Glad you are psyched and feeling positive, that's half the battle, keep it up you are doing awesome.
Shelley
 
ok, I'll try my hardest to check on you hun.... but If I'm busy I apologize in advance... You too sweet girl... did you know that?
 
aww! Shelley! thanks! *hugs* That made my day! Kitty is so cute!!

Christina- thanks! *hugs* I've always wanted to be a sweet person, but thoughts of destruction, gore, and blood always fill my mind :p Hee!

Okay...we're leaving today. I'm stressing out for nothing, as usual...I love flying on planes. I adore it. I havn't actually hyperventilated on one since I was nine (yes, I know it's hypoventilate...the spelling 'error' was on purpose), I was litterally spazzing out...but since then I've been really pro about it. It's just the whole feeling of something out of the ordinary (for me) is rather unnerving. I know it'll be fine, and 'terrorists' don't bother me since I know security rocks, and I just have to entrust myself to God and my guardian angel. They'll take care of me.

I'm going to get in some GOOD exercise, today! We have to be at the austin airport a couple hours early, to check in, so I'll use that time to walk around...same at denver airport. Layover is one hour...so that'll give me a good amount of time to walk around then, too.

Food won't be too good, today. I had ice cream for breakfast...I couldn't help it! It was the only thing that sounded as if it wouldn't upset my stomach...cereal and juice were certainly out of the question (goodness, I'd be sick all day...), and nothing else sounded good. So I had that...and I'm going to have a protien drink later, and something solid, but light, for lunch. LOTS of water. I might have a soda on the plane, but I'm taking my new water bottle with me, so I'm going to make sure it stays filled. It's only 16 ounces...but ah well. They have water on the plane, so if I go low I'll just ask for a water. Hee.

I'm so excited! wee! I'm going to miss you all so much!! *hugs for all*
 
Icecream for breakfast that does sound good ;) Be safe and drink lots of water, walking during the layover is an awesome idea. Keep up the good work.
Shelley
 
oookay, yes, I'm back, hehe. I've been busy...heh.

Anyways....

I'm at 190!!!! *squee* This is the lowest I've been in a year...or prolly closer to two years. HUZZAH!
 
Oh goodness, I'm so sorry I havn't been checking in! I feel so aweful about that...

Unlike the last time I stopped coming here, I've stayed about the same weight (yo-yoing between 190-195 lb). AND. The good news! I've lost a dress size! Yesterday I went to Cavenders and bought myself a good pair of jeans (good grief, they better be good since I bought them (on sale) for 30 dollars) at a size 16. You don't know how good it felt to have them be comfortable and where the thighs and butt don't sag down half a mile or so. I'll still where my other jeans for house work and stuff, but...bleh! It feels good not to have my pants falling down my arse. Mom bought me some clothes today, too, at goodies. She saved 600 dollars, having bought everything at 90 dollars. Oh yeah. Huzzah for Sales!

Other good news: I'm officially registered to take the GED! I feel so...accomplished, even if I havn't taken it yet. It's just one big step to improve my life.

I hope everyone had a good christmas! Mine was spectacular (especially since I've actually LOST a couple of pounds instead of gaining), and I got exactly what I wanted! A Wacom graphire 4 tablet. And I still have some money to buy myself belly dance dvds. Woo!
 
Doing Good Girl But You Have To Come Back! Or Keep Us Posted We Worry About People Mia And I Read Old Posts And Wonder Where The Peeps Went!
 
Aww! Yes, I'll try and come back more often. Right now I'm being plagued by crash studying and doing about ten hours a day...eep. Not much time for exercise a more than enough time to snack on unhealthy foods :(

There is a brightside, however! I just ordered my belly dance dvd, and it should be here friday or saturday. Woo! I just got one...and dad isn't making me pay (he bought it for me, and I was going to pay him back, but he said now) so now I have money for other things. I say make up, mom says text books. *rolls eyes*

Still fitting good in my 16s! I even bought a skirt in a 14, too! Usually with skirts I can hitch them up a little so I can usually go a size or two smaller with skirts (depending on the length).

Hopefully after I get my GED done and over with I'll have the will power (and time) to exercise...right now...study! *cringe*
 
GED is done and over with. I should get the test results this week *crosses fingers*

I got my belly dance dvd, too! It's a lot of fun. I havn't been doing it the past couple of days because my dad has been home (I hate exercising when he's home...it throws off my schedule), but he's back at work now and I'm gonna start dancing again.

I'm also going to be doing dancing at the college (waltz, foxtrot, swing, latin dance, and belly dance)...the ballroom classic (waltz and foxtrot) will be starting on monday.

I also picked up an application for Catos...I won't fill it out until I know for sure that I passed the GED, so I can be officially graduated from highschool before I get a job. I know it's not all that important, but I'm weird about those kind of things.

No real weight loss this week...I've actually been yo-yoing between 190 and 195...but I've been doing that since before thanksgiving, so I'm not too worried. As long as I don't go above I'll be fine.

Most of the junk food is finally out of the house. No soda (but mama, I want some canada dry!), and no ice cream (dang that stuff is good). All I've got is water...and...well, nothing else, really. There's that noodle and tuna stuff (with cream of chicken! nummy) I made for supper, last night...but no fruits, and no spinach!

Did I tell you that I like spinach now? Yes! I love spinach, and I was sorely put out when my sister used the last of it in her salad. I've yet to like other vegetables, but I'm working on it. Spinach is the first leafy veggie that I've ever liked, so this is progress! :eek: :rolleyes: :cool:

Starting tomorrow I'm going to start calorie counting again, instead of free throw. 1600 calories is more than enough for me. Way more than enough. I'm also going to resurrect my low cal, low fat, high protien diet. That means nasty drinks. MEH. :eek:

Anyways, ciao for now. I've got to clean (which I've been meaning to do since wenesday) and do some dance before I procrastinate any further.
 
Good news! I am officially out of highschool! I got my GED certificate yesterday. Now I can finally move on (and focus on driver's ed...)

I havn't eaten today..for a religious reason, but I'm going to eat lunch in a while. Yesterday I did terrible...I hardly ate all day (for the minor fact that there wasn't anything TO eat) and then to celebrate my graduation we had burger king and cake. I had a very small piece of cake, though.
 
I went bowling last night with my sister and a couple of her friends. It was fun! But today my bum is sore. Meh. (in case you were wondering, I lost all three games...I never broke 100)

My food intake is pretty good...I havn't been eating breakfast (yes, I know that it's the most important meal of the day, but I've found that if I eat breakfast then I gorge all day...and if I skip it I'm not likely to over eat. Weird, I know...my mom has the same issue) But I've been drinking loads of water. And no soda!
 
I've been...okay, the past couple of days. Yesterday all I had was lunch (Macdonalds) and a couple of wheat thins later on in the day, but when I was about to get myself some dinner my mom and I had to go to temple to take my sister her new phone, and I'm not letting myself eat after 7, so by the time we got back it was too late to eat anything. I did have a soda, though. Not good. I did however walk around the soccer field some, though (my sister was at her school's soccer game) with the dogs and got some exercise out in the freaking cold.

Today wasn't too bad, at all...except for the nachos I had for a snack (I had very few, though!) For lunch I had some tuna and chips (no bread :() and a glass of milk. Then I had those naughty nachos. And a home made milk shake (milk, ice, and some sugar free pudding mix). It was plenty cold so I'm sure my body burned quite a few calories trying to warm it (and my hands) up. For dinner I had 1 chicken breast, a serving of green beans, and a serving of mashed potatoes.

Water I've been doing excellant on! I've also been taking my vitamins.

This is all good: I've lost the two pounds I gained over the weekend.
 
Ooh! I just added up all of my calories for the day...836. I did really wonderful with my fat/carbs/protien (30 fat, 80 carbs, 63 protien). I need to stay away from the chips. I hope we have some bread SOMEWHERE...
 
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