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Very difficult to eat what I eat. For various reasons.
I can smell the meals being cooked or brought in. Like pizza or ribs or homemade meals like chili or tacos.
Sometimes it makes me sad.
 
Bad weigh day again.
On my way up still.
Regaining my lost 60 pounds.
I wanted to be in the 2 percent that keep it off.
Not sure what to do?

My family says starvation and constant food obsession is the only way.
Maybe they r right.
 
I don't understand the calorie thing. The minimum that we need of 1200.
If a person gains on that then why is that right, why is it OK?
A person shouldn't just eat a calorie amount just because society says to. Not if it makes them gain weight.
I don't know the answer to this.
 
I don't know what that calorie amount refers to--but I would imagine it would also be referring to the type of calories one would need to be healthy--like if you are looking at the amount of protein, fat, and carbs one needs to be healthy, then maybe it's been calculated that one would need at least 1200 to get all that in? I know I struggle to get enough protein even though I usually eat way more than 1200 calories but that is probably because I still eat a lot of sugar and am always way over on needed carbs amount.
 
Soon I do my aug move. Which puts my bedroom upstairs and the bathroom upstairs. I'm still unable to do stairs as my legs hurt so much I haven't been practicing.
But an advantage for me is that I can keep my food in the basement which means it's harder to get too. So I can fight down the stairs bring up one can and forget about it til the next day.
And with a better fridge freezer that doesn't melt the food maybe I can make some healthy soups.
 
Will you be living on your own in the new apartment, Blue? Is the bedroom big enough to make it more of a bedsitting room? It is good that your bedroom & bathroom are on the same level. Is it near to a grocery shop?
It would be good to be able to make your soups or casseroles & be able to freeze some.
 
Cate said:
Will you be living on your own in the new apartment, Blue? Is the bedroom big enough to make it more of a bedsitting room? It is good that your bedroom & bathroom are on the same level. Is it near to a grocery shop?
It would be good to be able to make your soups or casseroles & be able to freeze some.
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It's a townhouse. Kind of like a house but in a row of other identical ones all attached. With separate outside entrances.
Really big and now we can actually fit a kitchen table and chairs in a room. I will still be with my daughter.
And yes it's near a grocery store. I will be able to walk to it!
My bedroom is big too. It will hold the bed and an easy chair and the cat tree and her bowls etc.
 
My bs med (insulin) is being upped on me. I'm back to being ravenous.
I honestly don't think I will get to 200 pounds.
I originally lost from 300 to 242 and now am 257. I don't have a chance now with the med going up. I really hope I get to still wear my smaller clothes.
Well at least I didn't buy them. My family handed them down to me. This was my last chance and it's depressing.
 
The townhouse sounds better. I hope you can manage the stairs OK as they would also be helpful as exercise.
 
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