Hey Jenni, I was thinking about back squats and your shoulder issue. Do you have access to a buffalo bar? It's cambered and puts less stress on your shoulders. You might give it a try if you really don't like the front squats and have one at your gym.
Ha, I had to look up buffalo bar! No .... I don't believe my gym has one. Next time I'm there I will ask, though, because I think you're right and that would help my shoulder as it would not be bending back so far!
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So, I have some GOOD news today! My mom was diagnosed with cancer this past summer - Merkel cell carcinoma - it's a very aggressive form of skin cancer. Well, she had surgery and radiation and her scans were coming out clean until the last one, which showed a spot on her lung. Today, she was scheduled to go in and have a lung biopsy. I called her this morning and told her I was praying for her and to call me when they finished up. The results would not be available until next Thursday. Well, she calls me about 30 mins ago and I ask her how it went. Apparently, they got her prepped and were going to do another CT to make sure they were guiding the needle correctly through the lung. She's lying there for what seems like forever, just wanting them to get this done and over with (sometimes the lung actually collapses during this procedure - although not for long, it's not a pleasant feeling) and finally her radiation oncologist comes in and says, "Well, it's the strangest thing but that spot on your lung we saw on the PET and CT scan is now gone. So, count your blessings. You can go home now."
The Dr then told her it could have been a small infection inside the lung that healed. And he had only seen this happen a few times in his long career.
To say I am relieved is an understatement. I think part of the reason our horse's death has been so hard for me is because she died of cancer, and very quickly, and it has been weighing on my mind about my mom lately. It was just too much when the horse died and my mom had to have another biopsy after just getting treated for cancer. Don't get me wrong, I am still sad about Lacy, but I am sad now within the normal context of having a pet die, if that makes sense. There's not this sense of dread anymore, which I have been feeling for a few days.
Decided to workout at home today. It was actually a pretty good home workout.
BW squats 3 x 20
BW bridges 3 x 20
Dumbell romanians 3 x 20
Dumbbell press 3 x 10
Wall push ups 3 x 10
Dumbbell rows 3 x 12
Crunches x 50 (abs still sore, lol)
Also plan on walking my dog for an hour.