alligatorob
Respected Member
That is sad, but 18 is very old for a dog, he had very long good life thanks to you. I am sure you'll do the right thing. When our most recent dog to pass was ill and we were considering euthanizing my wife spoke to an old friend who was a veterinarian, after a lot time the vet told my wife "I just wish someone could do that for me one day when I am in such pain". That let us do it with clear conscientious.My dog now is very ill with dementia and arthritis, I don't think he'll last much longer. Caring for him is requiring quite alot of effort and time, he needs help 24/7 with the toilet and eating, drinking, walking (i have help from family members, but i do most of it as he's my dog). He's been a brilliant dog and my best friend for 18 years and i'm happy to help him in the twilight of his life. I don't want him to suffer, but I think as long as he's eating/drinking and is not completely lame i won't have him euthanized.
As I said above I sure know that feeling. Get up in the morning and swear to myself it's all going to change, but it doesn't. First binge or steps to one happen at some point, some times breakfast and sometimes not till after dinner, but most every day it happens. I know I can control it sometimes but it always ends up being temporary. Some evil force at work in my brain I guess.I'm still binging most days, need to stop and get back on track but how many times have i said that! The weather has turned cooler and wetter which i'm happy about. I can't complain about the weather really when you guys have the weather you have.
One good thing your weight seems to have more or less stabilized despite the bingeing. I wish I could say the same. I think posting here helps, I know when I do my weight is more stable. Sometimes it even helps me lose. Let's keep at this, we can do better together than alone!
Hopefully on water or something low to no calorie, and not alcoholic!I'm becoming a drink-a-holic.
Your weight has also been stable, not a bad thing, I know you want to lose but without posting here would you have gained? You are a part of this, lets do better together. Guess I am speaking to myself as much as to you, but I do hope for the best for you Tom.
And having mowed many a Florida and Louisiana lawn I can feel for you on the humidity. Not much of a problem here in Utah.