This year is going to be even better. I am even more motivated than before, if this were even possible!
Ya know....that's what I like about you: you offer unconditional encouragement, support, advice and have sincerity in each word you write. Sure, sometimes it's a bit obvious that you've dropped a few weights on your head now and then

but you're a great guy and the forum wouldn't be the same without you.
I know this sounds a bit corny and I don't know you very well....but just an hour ago I was working-out in the home gym and moving some heavy weights. I was pretty exhausted when I got to 12, but I thought "what would Chillen do?"...and I reached deep to find the energy to make it to 15. I'm all about accountability and having a network of friends to report to is awesome!
I sorta regret that my arrival on this forum was tainted by my response to what I perceived as a character attack. I would ask questions and some people's response seemed a bit humiliating, degrading or insulting. When I tried to answer questions, I'd get openly slammed. I realize now that was not necessarily their intent to belittle me...but then again, I've watched and seen other newcomers have the same response/result to these same innocently-abrasive people. In the end, it doesn't matter....it's not my problem, it's their problem and you can't make friends with everyone. Such is life. Onto a more positive year.....
I'm looking forward to your response to my question. To make it open, I'd asked Chillen how his own self-perception of himself was. As it applies to me, I've continued to lose weight, work-out, gain muscle....yet I continue to just see what's left and focus on the imperfections. Because Chillen is notoriously a lean/slender individual, I specifically wanted to know if he still, at times, ever felt heavy or fat. When you sit on the toilet and look down, do you see have some rolling-action on your skin, do you still look in the mirror and wonder if & when you'll ever get there? Do you ever feel heavy/bulky and feel like you need to lighten-up??? As this applies to me, will I ever feel light, slender & lean all the time, or is this perception erroneous and I'm setting goals & expectations that are totally unrealistic?
In short...when you reach "the goal" is it totally there and you feel accomplished in whole....or do you, a guy who is single-digit lean in bodyfat still feel bulky/heavy and falling short of your goal?
I'm sure you can answer this in less then 25 words
Thanks
- BSL (one of the most misunderstood people around)