Warning: Long Rant Ahead. I had a horrible night eating at that restaurant, but luckily I still have 3 days to make up for it. If I stick to 1528 calories per day for the next 3 days then I will make my 12,600 maximum calorie goal and yesterday's 2640 calories (YES YOU HEARD THAT RIGHT, WHILE I'M ON A FRIGGIN DIET!) wont matter. If I go over my weekly calories by monday night, then I will have to deduct 10 points from each day that I went over 1800 calories.
Not only can I not let my team down, but I can't let MYSELF down. If I do, this excess weight stays forever. Last night I felt like a damn stuffed sausage holding in my chubby stomach in my tight ass jeans. Gosh I was so uncomfortable, but I have no jeans left given that I'm bursting out of every single pair except one (not last nights, these are actually big enough thankfully). I REFUSE to buy the next size up so I better HURRY before everyone starts noticing those same jeans lol. I do clean them and change up the tops, purses, shoes, and coat. But those jeans are really the only ones that are not too tight, like last night's which are stretch so I can squeeze in and they look OK but they are so uncomfortable on the stomach.
If I screw up this first week, then its no wonder I keep gaining back weight I've already lost. I'll be busy all day and tomorrow, and WILL somehow stick to my calories (even though I'm a weekend eater usually eeek). I also need another 90 minutes of exercise before monday night..
Thanks for being disciplined and motivating me on Team Tits.