hey guys, sorry for the scare...I honestly thought that b/c I didn't post in my diary often, that no one would really notice it being gone. Wishes, why on earth would you think deleting my diary had anything to do w/ you? you've been nothing but a sweetheart!
I'm gonna be honest, I am leaving the forum....I really wasnt' going to say anything, just leave, but you guys deserve an explination. I've been dealing w/ alot of guilt lately for being on the forum as much as I am. I am a full time student and I have 2 kids. i shouldn't be on here for, what adds up to be ,HOURS a day. I lay in bed at night and wonder why the house is a mess or why I didnt' get the reading in that I needed too...but I sure got in my WLF time, didnt' I?? Well, last night was the straw that broke the camels back....not for the reasons you might think though...the whole 'hurrah' cost me like 4 CONSECUTIVE HOURS...time my daughters deserved, not the forum....and whats funny, I hated every second I was on the forum last night. Now, i know it wasn't a typical day on the job here...but still...Sean said that he thinks I am "too wrapped up w/ it" and he's right...its time for me to re-prioritize....besides, as my record shows, the WLF is no longer motivational for me...time for a new approach I suppose.
Anways, I'm not gonna make some big dramatic exit...I've been here for 4 yrs and I'm not just gonna log off and not be back...I know I'll check back here often, but i"m gonna stop posting as much and eventually not be back at all, lol, its a weaning process I guess. You guys know where you can find me