Thanks LaMa, sorry you bit, hope it was not too much. I don't know if it was my body rebelling or all in my head, I think it is more likely in my head. Having trouble separating real hunger or the need for food from cravings right now...
I did not binge, and at the end of the day my calories were on track, but I don't feel real good about it. I craved more food all day long, I tried eating large helpings of kale and squash, big volume low calorie things. It did not seem to help a lot, but felt kind of binge like. And I am chewing a lot of sugar free gum again, just need to stick something in my mouth. I am trying to give up diet soft drinks and did well at that today, just one. I had to just tough it out for a lot of the day, no fun. I am feeling a bit sorry for myself I guess, I no longer have the reinforcement of losing weight. That was a powerful reinforcement and I have found no replacement. Kind of feel at lose ends a bit... Oh well enough moaning, time to go to bed.
Let's not binge tomorrow.