Thanks Wulsk coz believe me I was a little freaked over it....but we will see what Thursday brings
Glad to see everyone is doing so well and we already have "budges" in the right direction.
I am so trying not to sabotage myself!! There is a woman at work who has taken a liking to insulting me about my weight....well she started last week. I know why she is doing it...but really she is being nasty. I had my laptop case with me and she asked me if it is full of food. I told her if it was full of food, I would have enough for the entire winter and I am not a squirrel. Everyone started laughing at that. Then later I was in that area again talking to the other ladies about the fruits and vegetables we like, and she came back to her seat in the middle of our conversation. Coincidentally...I just told them that my favorite vegetable is string beans...and I like them raw with nothing on them. They were all commenting on that when she returned, and she said, "Who GINGER(my name)?!?!?! The only vegetables she eats are hamburgers...she figures if the cow eats grass and she eats the cow that she is eating vegetables too." Well honestly I cannot remember what I told her...maybe something off the lines of whether or not grass is a staple in her diet... i cannot remember really coz i got upset at her utter rudeness
(play on words there). I am not a pushover and I do not have low self esteem (Thank God)...my problem is simply, I do not want her to think i am losing weight because of her comments. I am soooo tempted to go on that side and sit with the other ladies and have some rather fattening foods in her face lolol
but I know that would just be sabotaging myself and making her feel better. So, I bought more salads and grilled chicken breast for the week...but man....it is so difficult for me to not give a hoot if she thinks i am doing this because of her or not. I am
not still bothered by her insult because i seldom eat hamburgers...I am a dessert and soda person.
I will try to stay focused this week tho, and be a salad, water and grilled chicken person
Take care all and thanks for reading my little rant there.
It made me feel better just to get it out of my system LOL. Hope everyone has a great week!!
Don't give up. We are all sweet and nice in here and stand behind you.
V.(thekrinse), Caterpillar, Moon Goddess, Keepitoff83, I wear his ring, Wulsk and Natalie Jo, Thank you all sooooo very much for your concern for me. You all are very kind and even sweet to care. I have to say that all of your answers are very perceptive!! And many quite humorous 
I cannot wait to see everyones "budges"!
