Thank's Christina, I'm definitely doing the best I can. And I'm glad your cat is okay-they're such wonderful little companions.
The vet said that my boy is doing good and that I should be able to bring him home tonight. I'm supposed to go to the gym after school, but I want to get him as soon as I can, so we'll see. Maybe I'll double up on the gym tomorrow.
I had a good lunch:
Whole wheat veggie wrap with honey mustard, lettuce, tomato, black olives, pickles, green peppers, and onions, oil and vinegar and salt and pepper (I'll guess around 300 cals...does that sound right?)
Small bag of baked chips (130) and I didn't even eat them all, I gave some to my best friend and her boyfriend
Diet Cherry Pepsi.
I love my new way of eating. Even though my mind still wants junk sometimes I'm proud of myself for eating healthy and making good choices. I truly enjoy the foods I eat and I feel good about it. I had a little panic attack this morning because I had to videotape myself for a sign language video and when I was watching the tape I was horrified with how I looked, but I know that the way I look now isn't permanant and at least I'm in the process of doing something about it. It's a better feeling than when you see a bad picture of yourself or a video or something and then try to make yourself feel better with food.
Also, my best friend got these "snowball" snack cakes from the vending machine this morning, which is like a chocolate muffin filled with cream and covered with coconut flakes. 420 calories for the package, which I figured for me would be a Lean Cuisine meal, a piece of fruit, and a salad. Isn't that crazy! I look at everything like that now.
I can't wait to bring my Gideon home!