geo
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I had a nightmare this morning and that's how i got out of bed. That deviation I had last weekend hasn't stopped haunting me. I dreamt that I was out with my girlfriends (and coincidentally I do have plans to go out with my girlfriends today!) and I ate fried noodles as I had forgotten to pack my lunch!!!! I actually screamed! My hubby understood just how broken I am with that first deviation...It was 5am and I quickly got to the kitchen, packed my tuna salad lunch and put it into my bag immediately. And then I sat at the balcony trying to talk to myself about that deviation. I hope it doesn't come back to haunt me when I am on refeed or maintenance...anyways, since I was counselling myself, I decided to face reality and weigh myself. I clocked in a 77.5kg. that put a smile on my face for sure...and in that hurry to pack my lunch and crackers, i forgot my fruit. Well that's not that bad. At least I can get fresh fruit when I'm out.