Floater's diary

It sounds like Heikki only ate a very small amount of chocolate & hopefully he'll be ok. Don't be so hard on yourself. I don't know any perfect people.
Thank you. It´s been 50 minutes since he ingested it and he seems normal, no panting or agitation, lets me scritch him between the cage bars. If he was feeling ill it should be noticeable by now I think. From now on I´ll be super careful with any chocolate in the house for sure...!
 
Heikki is ok 🥰
 
Breakfast: banana & 200g of cottage cheese. Prepping a big batch of veggie, bulgur and black bean soup.

I sent an application for an art-focused work activity workshop for autistics. If I get it, even if I only go once a week, the trans clinic can´t appeal to me not being a part of "functional" society as a reason they´ll halt my evals. So now it´s just a waiting game and hoping for the best. Also left a callback request at my health clinic. I won´t go to details when they call me back, I´ll just say I need to see my doctor about heredity related stuff that I don´t want to talk about over the phone and requires lab work.

I also did an acid peel and bleached my eyebrows so March is truly starting swimmingly haha.
 
Please tell me that's just you covering all your bases and not something they commonly do.
It is something they commonly do and already tried to do it to me last year. But as I have an autism diagnosis, I told them I can´t be expected to suddenly be able to hold down a 9-5 when I never could do that in my life no matter how well I was doing mentally.

Lunch: a bowl of bean, veg and bulgur soup.

The health center called me back so on 6.4. I can go to my doctor and ask her to sent me to the heredity testing/labs.
 
Gym was great! Had a banana & a protein drink after. Went to the church to sit for a while. Had rye bread & omelette at home, now at a friend's place, had a 0,33dl Dr Pepper.
 
At home! I had a great time with my friend. I´m going to make her a painting as well. She wanted purple and lilac hues and a unicorn - but a medieval style one, not glitter style one. I´m gonna love making that for her.
 
I'm really glad Heikki is ok. The art workshop would be fun & great therapy for you as well. That's lovely that you're going to do a painting for your friend. Excellent healthy food, Arvo! You really are taking good care of your health xo
 
Thank you forum mom :grouphug:-

If I get to the workshop, I´ll make a ceramic dust bath tub for Heikki that will double as an art piece. In the shape of an alien flower or a conch or something, so it will double as a statement piece haha
 
I hope you ended up falling asleep and wake up refreshed.
I slept for three hours or so. I think I´m gonna skip the pool today. Or maybe go aqua jogging for just an hour or so.

Breakfast: a bowl of bean, veg & bulgur stew, a bowl of mango.
 
Rice, tuna & avocado

Edit also a banana and two handfuls of chocolate gingers
 
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I need to remember to not go to Thursday meetings anymore, the facilitator makes a point of misgendering me and making remarks about my appearance, and I don't want to correct him more than once because that can turn people's opinions against me by making me seem like a whiny bastard.

Feeling exhausted so hopefully I'll fall asleep easy tonight.
 
Not going to Thursday meetings sounds like the best idea. I can't see why your appearance or anyone else's should be mentioned at all.
Sleep tight, Arvo xoxo
 
Fuck yeah 91,5kg
 
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