Floater's diary

I had a hard time with food tonight so I only ate one pack of snack salami and some Marmite off the tip of the spoon. I do have peas in the fridge though so I'll try to eat those before going to sleep.

Playtime with H-bomb was super fun tonight. He did try to eat Nera's urn again and flipped the lid off it too which wasn't too nice, but of course he wanted to investigate so maybe I'll just move the urn during his future playtimes lol. But he explored the sauna and sat with me on the balcony; this is very much like living with a toddler, and I don't mind this at all. He's simultaneously very fragile and incredibly headstrong and it's adorable.
 
Yay I ate the peas and a ham + cheese sandwich with plenty of greens. I'm on the mend!!
 
Is there anywhere in your apartment that Nera's urn can go where you can still see it but Hegel can't get to it? It maybe will become the forbidden fruit. It sounds like you are going to have wonderful fun & games with him. I love it! Well done eating :)
 
Cate said:
Is there anywhere in your apartment that Nera's urn can go where you can still see it but Hegel can't get to it? It maybe will become the forbidden fruit. It sounds like you are going to have wonderful fun & games with him. I love it! Well done eating :)
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Yeah or I can just put it on my high table when the man is on the move :)
 
Food today: noodles for breakfast and peas for a snack. Rice is just about soaked, so that's going to be lunch with an egg, hotsauce, and scallions and seaweed snacks on top.

My psych clinic appointment is on 9.8.! So quickly! I'm very glad.

I might hit the gym today but in any case I'll go once this weekend and then slowly return to my routine :)
 
Hell yes I WILL hit the gym today. I took my short effect ADHD med with the rice. I'll buy a cheeseburger as my post workout meal, get home, shower, clean up H:s cage and vacuum the apartment, and then just rest and relax while I watch him play.
 
I kept the workout short and simple but it was nice to see that I haven't turned into a shoestring over the summer 😂
 
Feeling happy. Took a long walk and bought 6 chicken nuggets for breakfast. Nature is LUSH and it's been raining on and off and I love feeling the rain on my skin.
 
Haha I'm re-watching "The Mandalorian" on Disney+ and if it only were an option to don a Mando armor I would live in it and be literally above all my gender and trans clinic issues with my rocket backpack lol
 
Llama said:
:rotflmao: All I can think of is how quickly my clumsiness would kill me with a jetpack!
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I mean realistically, probably, but I'm actually really freakily agile IRL. Not to the point of being a parkour master but I could probably learn to do parkour if I did it before the age of 45. I tried indoor climbing but I just can't trust my life onto anyone else so in there I froze up... Did OK bouldering though.

I saw a friend yesterday and she's studying to be a PT. She said I have impressive muscles and agreed to help me hands on if the trans clinic ever wants me to cut some fat. It's a wild feeling to be large and not fat?! Like, she said I don't need to lose anything if it isn't for the trans clinic surgery pre-evals. Why do I need to live in this boring ass galaxy, I would make a mighty Mandalorian lol.

(As a kid I wanted to be like Luke Skywalker but while I do think I would be somewhat force sensitive - I mean I'm a fucking theologian IRL - I would never as adult me choose to be a Jedi. What a messed up organisation. Mandalorians are tin can crusaders but at least they do allow for individuality in some vein lol)
 
Floater said:
I saw a friend yesterday and she's studying to be a PT. She said I have impressive muscles and agreed to help me hands on if the trans clinic ever wants me to cut some fat. It's a wild feeling to be large and not fat?!
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Wild maybe, but definitely awesome!
 
Llama said:
Wild maybe, but definitely awesome!
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It gives me such gender euphoria. Women can be buff and strong of course, but I feel so at home as a muscle-bound oddity hehe 😂

Heikki/Hegel has been pretty quiet tonight. I hope he's OK (I think he is). My beautiful cotton ball.
 
Jesus Christ, guess what I woke up to this morning? Hegel gently nibbling at my nose and staring at me with his huge black eyes. He had somehow escaped his cage. Anything could have happened, terrifying!!! Luckily I had all electronics unplugged and doors and windows closed... The man is a real Houdini o_O
 
Llama said:
That must've been such a shock! Can you tell where/how he got out?
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It was o_O I have noticed him playing with the locks before - it's a pin attached to a chain that goes through a groove, very simple design - he must have been pawing at it and it got loose. But thank god nothing bad happened. Sometimes the chain gets bunched up and the pin doesn't go all the way into the groove, maybe that's how he got it open?!
 
Time for a padlock... At least if the door was open you know where to start adjusting things.
 
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