Wow I can remember when I visited this forum everyday. I even got out of the 200 club for awhile. Unfortunately it was not to be for very long. I really lost the will after I quit smoking and put back on nearly all of the 4 stone that I lost. I am currently at about 242 and I have a dilemma. I have been offered the possiblity of a gastric band through the NHS. I was initially very happy about this but I am just not sure. I know I can lose weight as I did it a couple of years ago with a lot of hard work and effort. I feel like a failure and like I am taking the easy way out when really I should just get a hold of myself and my eating patterns and take control back. What does anyone else think about this? I am at a loss. It is great to see so many new faces on the forum and especially all of the people who have just made it in from the 300+ club. Congratulations. It is very inspiring to come back here and see that I am not alone and that there are so many friendly faces here to encourage us on!