bluehats diary

Idk if my post will show up. I didn't understand the private messages I received.
But anyway.
Still plugging away. Just trying to keep off what I lost. No more wants to come off.
Nothing was found for my leg getting cut on the steps. I've called the owner but they only are interested in the money coming in not doing repairs.
So the most I can do is pray i dont get a diabetes infection because they can cause amputations and death.
Other than that I'm learning about the struggle of keeping lost weight off. I've never tried it before after losing weight. I didn't know it was this hard. I'm hoping I make it.
 
So the contest ends tomorrow but all the results are in so it's OK to say it's done early.
The in her 30s person won, of course. With a loss of 90 pounds in the 6 months. I at 59, came in 2nd with a loss of 5 pounds. The person of the age of 52 came in third with a loss of 2 pounds. The person in her early 60s gained weight.
So I'm beginning a self contest of losing 50 pounds in the next 6 months. Gosh I sure hope I do better this time.
 
Id like to get on the new group but it won't let me.
First the password was wrong then I did the letters wrong from the little box then it said the same email is already registered and can't be registered on two groups. I only have 1 email address so idk what to do.
And now it appears to have completely locked me out from trying again.
I'm not good with this stuff.
 
bluehat said:
Id like to get on the new group but it won't let me.
First the password was wrong then I did the letters wrong from the little box then it said the same email is already registered and can't be registered on two groups. I only have 1 email address so idk what to do.
And now it appears to have completely locked me out from trying again.
I'm not good with this stuff.
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Did you try logging in again? I saw your name registered in the new forum so it might work now...
 
Wow I've been here for 7 years!
Haven't been able to do my bike. Waiting for a cist to heal. Maybe on Saturday.
Today's soup from a dry mix with sour cream and onion chips I still have left from a holiday gift in Dec. added into the soup.
Heading toward a binge due to the excessive hunger caused by my new insulin. I want to weigh 200 as my first weight goal but idk how with the meds caused hunger.
It's relentless. And eating anything doesn't make it stop.
 
bluehat said:
Wow I've been here for 7 years!
Haven't been able to do my bike. Waiting for a cist to heal. Maybe on Saturday.
Today's soup from a dry mix with sour cream and onion chips I still have left from a holiday gift in Dec. added into the soup.
Heading toward a binge due to the excessive hunger caused by my new insulin. I want to weigh 200 as my first weight goal but idk how with the meds caused hunger.
It's relentless. And eating anything doesn't make it stop.
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Im sorry to hear youre having such a hard time. Its frustrating when you know your meds are making you hungry when youre actively trying to lose weight.. If you do binge just remember tomorrow is a new day and you can start again.
 
I guess I will be posting here as I can't get in the other one but that's OK.
My binge ended with still food left until getting money tomorrow.
But no food today anyway. I gained so much weight from binging with no compensation so I must start doing that only not with purging this time like before.
So I danced yesterday until I heal enough to bike again. I didn't know that dancing used different muscles than biking. That's interesting.
 
So today's money day. :)

I decided since the stupid binge urges are back that I will only buy small bits of foods for my meals. I know that might sound counterproductive in the sense that being hungry causes binges sometimes but the less I have here the less to binge on. And besides that the meds make me hungry anyway so maybe a win idk?

No exercise today. I don't need to be more sore for shopping.
 
Feet are massively swollen. Trying to avoid the stairs as much as possible. Guess any form of exercise is out again. Sometimes I honestly believe I'm not meant to exercise. 😠
Had 2 sausages today that I found on sale. Hopefully they don't make me sick. Sometimes reduced price foods do that.
 
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