SkinnySomewhere's Diary! Let's get this started!!

Its amazing how many truly fruitloopy wingnut people there are out there...and its amazing how little we can do to discourage them. My friend is going thru something similar w/ her new boyfriends ex wacko! ...Unreal the amt of free time some people have. Make sure you watch your back...but dont let fear run you...Just say a little prayer for safety..I will for you too!
 
Thanks hun =) Every time I walk outside in the morning (it's dark out) I say a little prayer! Yeah it truly is amazing the time people have on their hands - and how little they get discouraged. This "Bobby" called again yesterday 2 times but I was gone. I just saw the "Blocked Call" and i've never gotten those calls until him so , obviolusy it's him! Creepy. But I do have my incomming phone numbers being watched and the cops are aware of the situation ... so ... hopefully he stops or we catch the weirdo!!!
 
Hi there! Scary situation with this weirdo Bobby; hope it all works out okay!

Just want to introduce myself as I'm new to the forum. Looking to get going in changing my life :)
 
Romanovictoria!

Hey girl! Thanks for introducing yourself =) Nice to meet you! Glad to have ya here!!!!!!!!!!! We are all very supportive - you'll love it here! So you are moving at the end of October - how exciting =) I'm sure you'll have lost weight by then! Go you!!
 
? for all ladies!

Ok .. Ive always had big breasts, 36DD and never had a problem with them or anything ... other than back pain and all that fun stuff, but as for looks ... but now, since i've been losing weight, it seems like they are droopier and have stretch marks!!! Anything I can do???? ANYTHING?! I hate this !! I haven't even lost that much weight - 12 pounds ... but they are definately not full as they were, not at all. I'm only 20!
 
Day 26

B - 1/3 cup eggs whites = 50
cottage cheese = 90
yogurt = 110
veggie burger= 150
*I need a big breakfast - class til 4 p.m. yikes!
= 400


heading to class in a bit ... just wish i could sleep in today though =) !!!
Last night Jayson asked me if I wanted to go for a ride and then take a walk to see the leaves ....... I know this sounds dorky lol* but i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE fall and all the colors on the trees!! i just LOVE it so much =) And last year I was disappointed becuse I neever got to just take a walk and enjoy the colors .... so we are making a day of it and bringing a picnic and stuff ... I will take some pics for you all to see =) Ahhh ... he is so adorable .. hehe*
Ok so Bobby called again today ... FREAK!!!! i was yelling at him and told him the cops have his number and my phone calls are being traced and tapped and all that and it FINALLY FREAKED HIM OUT!!!!!!!!!! i mean, how much more does it take?! Bt hopefully he is done claling now!

I have class all day today, until 3:40 ... then I am going to go fake baking lol* (getting no more sun up here ... cancer, yes i know ... i just need some color!!!) and then tonight i'm going to the gym to get in a good workout =)
I can't wait to see jayson this weekend ... really in the mood to see him! I'm missin him .. & I need some lovin ;)

I got called into work today right after class ..only 2 hours but still! ugh.

L - lean pocket 280
yogurt 100

D - tuna salad w/ wrap, pretzels w/ dip, = 504

TTL = 1284 ( kinda high today .. yikes.)
 
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Fall is awesome! You totally do not sound dorky... walking and looking at the colors is beautiful!
The breast thing... I'm affraid I dont know what to do about it.... All I know is when all is said and done, I am going to get a boob job. I am 27, and I have a simialr prob. Mine were only 40 c's at the fullest. Now they are not exactly what I would call full, and I see stretch marks too.... I dont know what to do, but man is it depressing. I used to be so proud of them LOL but now I am almost ashamed... terrible getting old .... we really are not old, but what will we look like in another 20 years! OMG
 
christina! Thats exactly it ... and mine look great when i'm wearing a bra and clothes, ya know? lol* everyone always says they want mine ... and i'm like 'if ya only knew '....' haha* i definately want a boob job, more than anything!!! most definately!
 
I never thought I would need one. I dont really want them to be BIGGER, just full and not saggy and stretched..... fill er up baby...
 
I'm 36DD, too. I have stretch marks I can see now. When I have lost weight in the past, they became more visible and gravity showed me how it works - I sagged! I went down to a C but I was starting at D - I've gained more weight since then.

So about stretch marks: there's this cream called Mederma. Doctors recommend it to patients post surgery to help with the visibility of scars. The tube lasts some time, but I know at the grocery store in Texas when I last bought it (2 years ago?) it was $25. Now if you don't want to spend that money, supposedly vitamin E oil helps and it's cheaper at the grocery store.

(*I was recommended Mederma because I have about 30-40 large scars on each fore arm; I used to cut myself; haven't done so since Oct '04.)
 
Hey about the creepy guy...I know this is a a hassle....but for your safety you may need to change your number.....
As for the boobie thing.....I have 42dd....of course I am a really big girl that is one reason why they are so big I think.....I have the stretch marks but they are no longer pink..they have faded to where they are more like indentions in the skin..yuck!!.....And they do sag....and what is scary the more weight I lose..the smalller and saggier they will become......My fiance is horrified by this..lol.......I will be looking into breast lift operations.....MAYBE make them bigger..depends how small they get....
I know there are suppose to be some kind of exercise to help with the muscle under the breast to make them look firmer......Also invest in a good exercise bra....also...maybe rub some firming lotion on them....or maybe jayson can do this...lol.....
Awwww I wish I could see the trees change colors.....last year I was in the ozarks and the colors were so beautiful!!!!
 
Well thanks girls =)
I am actually going out to buy some Mederma this weekend then I think ... I guess it's only inevitable that they will sag as we get thinner! haha* KC - maybe I will have to get Jay to rub it in hehe* now that could be fun ;) lol ... you're cute! I will take some pretty pics of the colors for you =)
I want a breast lift too ! definately ... These girls need to get perked up! Yes Christina - I don't want them bigger, just perkier! and not LONG hahahhahaha
- just up there and full =)
And good for you Romano - I'm glad you're not cutting anymore. It takes a strong person to stop doing that & I am proud of you :) Good for you.
 
Heh, I wear a 38 C, I think (I try and avoid that section of clothing as often as possible. I'm not ashamed of my bust size, I just don't like that section period :p).

I love Fall, too! It's my favourite season of all. Unfortunatly, where I live, we don't get the beautiful foliage. :( It's really sad. and this fall has been really nasty so far. It was 103 degrees the other day! I'd except that on the first of august, but not at the end of september! Meh.

Have fun with the picnic!
 
Oh my goodness!!! 103?! that is nuts!!! well then i will take some pics for you too!!! =) today it was 56 degrees and just totally a beautiful fall day !!!!
 
Yeah...103...BLEH. Yay for pictures! We had a cold front move in last night, so it was about 70 degrees at the warmest today. It's supposed to be in the 90's again soon though :(
 
thats nuts!!!! wow ... we are going to have an unseasonably hot saturday - 80's !!! i can't wait!!!whoo whoo!!!!! although i do love fall days, i love sunshine and warmth hehe
 
I guess you just grow to live with it. I've lived in Texas all my life and this is just another summer. It's really dry though. I'm scared of fires because it hasn't rained in about 4 1/2 months.(sprinkles don't count) The humidity makes it worse. The heat index(like chill factor) was 113
 
I am freezing right now... I have goose bumps Alll OVer! I want it to be at least 70... Right now its 44 degrees! it should get back up to 72... I hope so, cause I'll be out there cutting the grass later!
our poor boobies..... Have I mentioned how much I hate gravity! I hope no guys are reading this one... wheres that allcdnboy... he pops up now and then and I get all embarassed! LOL
 
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