10/24/08
Wow i can't believe that now I'm like going against my word. I actually resorted to cheating. Dammit. Bleached flour pizza is my downfall. Unfortunetly I don't live near a pizza place that sells whole wheat pizza. I gave in. I had a choice, but still I gave in. I was doing so good too. Yet I just gave in why!?!
I can't wait until I get outta off here. Home that is. I need to pass all my classes in order to get my certification. School is just so hard. I'm not a school because and never really was. School sucks plain and simple. Studying just sucks.
Whatever this isn't a matter of me making changes in my life. It's a matter of me actually sticking to it. Everything in moderation I suposed. I swear it's like Pizza and all the bad junk foods are like crack. No I've never been to rehab, but I have been to a psych hospital. I know how been get when they're addicted literally. This is not one of those times. I need to carry on anyway's. I can't and never should give in.
Wow i can't believe that now I'm like going against my word. I actually resorted to cheating. Dammit. Bleached flour pizza is my downfall. Unfortunetly I don't live near a pizza place that sells whole wheat pizza. I gave in. I had a choice, but still I gave in. I was doing so good too. Yet I just gave in why!?!
I can't wait until I get outta off here. Home that is. I need to pass all my classes in order to get my certification. School is just so hard. I'm not a school because and never really was. School sucks plain and simple. Studying just sucks.
Whatever this isn't a matter of me making changes in my life. It's a matter of me actually sticking to it. Everything in moderation I suposed. I swear it's like Pizza and all the bad junk foods are like crack. No I've never been to rehab, but I have been to a psych hospital. I know how been get when they're addicted literally. This is not one of those times. I need to carry on anyway's. I can't and never should give in.