Hi, you are doing well, dont give it up keep going. I know how hard it is with little ones, my hubby also does the night shift and it mucks up a lot of my planns to. Does your gym have a creche for the baby? I find when I get down I just read through as many journals as I can and rember that everyone has the same struggles but it can be done. And I know you will do it. Think of your little baby and how proud he will be of his mum and how much more energy you will have to play with him.