New Year New Life for April

Good for you April! How did your hubby's tournament go?
 
Well, puppies are still good. Still waiting for them to open their eyes. Hubby's tournament is tomorrow! He's had serious problems on this lake before so I really hope this time goes better. It's a great lake but in the past he had some sucky partners. I can't go because of the "babysitting" but I will be going to the next one in March. Which means that we will be spending my birthday driving! What a bummer. Well, I've got some major house work planned for the weekend. Some is outside but I'll have to wait and see what the weather does. They're talking about a freeze Saturday night. Crazt weather!! The trees have already started budding. It's been mid 70's to 80's for the past 2 weks!
 
Well, it sure is kind of slow and quiet around here. Well, today I'm working on my kitchen including cleaning out any bad stuff that has snuck in. Starting on Monday I have created a schedule to allow me to eat right and get in some excercise time too. I will get back to posting my food and activity. Maybe that will help me get back into the swing. I guess more than anything I just have been feeling lately like maybe I made somebody mad and kind of got black balled around here, which leaves me without much support. Oh well, maybe I'm just being sensitive and feeling sorry for myself. If I have to do it on my own I will it's just going to be harder.
 
Thanks Kate. You are such a big help. I'm really still feeling it around here though. Maybe joining another challenge isn't such a good idea. It's so hard to try to give support to others when I feel such negativeness towards myself. Maybe I should just start focusing on myself right now. I'm starting to understand how some other members felt before they decided to leave.
 
April, maybe spend more time just focusing on you and your journal. Nobody says you have to visit other people's. So that way you're not spending all your time supporting otherse, but getting support from us!! :) So why don't you just post here primarily so we can still root you on :D
 
If I have to do it on my own I will it's just going to be harder.
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no need for that! just keep your chin up and try to stay on track. you'll be fine!! glad to see your puppies are doing good..
 
April"135" said:
Thanks Kate. You are such a big help. I'm really still feeling it around here though. Maybe joining another challenge isn't such a good idea. It's so hard to try to give support to others when I feel such negativeness towards myself. Maybe I should just start focusing on myself right now. I'm starting to understand how some other members felt before they decided to leave.
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Hi April! I totally hear you on this one. I just can't do another challenge until I start feeling better about myself and actually start getting on the ball. Do you ever feel like the challenges can make you feel worse sometimes? It's hard enough letting yourself down, but then other people too.

Anyhow, I hope you don't leave! We need you around here. I hope you have a good day tomorrow. I'm trying to get back on track. I really need to turn things around. I'm here for you if you need a friend! ;)
 
Just checking in to say that my diet has totally sucked. I'm now back over 230. Things have gone downhill with my daughter again and we have stepped up our efforts to try to find a good placement for her. I just can't take care of her anymore. The more I try the worse things get and I can't watch her 24 hours a day. I'm really just too depressed with my life in general to really care about how many calories I've eaten. Anyway, hope you are all doing well. Keep on working and hopefully I will get myself together soon. For those of you who have supported me so much, Thank You.
 
Hi April. I really hope you have some luck in finding placement for your daughter. I know it will be tough, but it seems to be the best idea for her, you and your husband. I wish you the best of luck hun... and all my support goes out your way, I really hope it gets sorted out soon, so you can have some normalcy again!
 
AWWW, hun, sorry to hear your having such a hard time. You know, I might be able to make you feel a bit better. I was a troubled teen and my parents put me in a foster home. They hated it at the time, but it was the best thing that has ever happend to me!

I'll be glad to talk to you more about it if you want..pm me!
 
So sorry that you are having trouble. Take all the time you need for your family. We will still be here when you come back.
 
just big big hugs to you, and to your family. big BIG hugs!!
 
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