BrunetteGenie
New member
still here
Hi everyone, sorry i havent posted in here for a while now, but have been a little depressed the last month or so, with just about everything. I have however been popping in and checking on everyones progress.
CATE you still are an inspiration and thanks for your kind words and I am sure you will be great at your new job and brighten every ones lives with your outlook on life.
NANS and Kannadew thank you also for your kind words...its been great to follow your journeys also..and you are both a motivation for me even though it is waining just a little...
Its been 3 years since my mum passed away and I miss her so much although we were never really close, just wish she could be here to see how far I have come.
Im not sure if i mentioned this before but I emailed my brother who lives in qld the last pic I had taken of me at about 79kgs...within 5 minutes the phone rang and it was my SIL on the other end wondering what the HECK i had been doing lol and that I looked great, they have never seen me this small, I have always been largish from grade 6 onwards...It made me smile from ear to ear to say that I looked great. I was a size 18 when I was in their wedding as a bridesmaid. Im yet to see my other 4 brothers, one i prolly will never see as he has disowned the family for some ridiculous reason. May be I will catch up with them and my dad at christmas if we can syncronise schedules that is. Isnt it funny how we drift apart (well in my case we have) since having our own families.
My motivation has slipped although I know the end is so near, i can smell it. The last few kgs have been hard and the girls at the clinic want me to get to the upper end of the goal they set of 66kgs...I am currently sitting on 68.7.
But the past weekend has been an enormous struggle for me I have been ravenous and deviated with extra crackers and cheese and a small portion of choccie (only because I didnt have anymore in the house LOL) over the weekend. I have my last blood test tomorrow, and my refeed will be prepared from there, As the girls are on hols from this friday until 2nd week in Jan. I emailed them and told them and pleasantly got a phone call from Lisa today, was good to talk to her, but couldnt talk long as I was at work and its hectic at the moment. She was going to call Dr Cohen as she thinks I may be ready to start refeed. Ive got this far (48.3kgs and 170cms OMG thats massive) and would really like to drop the last 1.3kg to an even 50kgs..but its not looking promising ahhh well thems the breaks I guess.
Anyways I have to go do some things ready for work tomorrow and if I dont drop back in before Christmas I hope every one has a great christmas and a safe and happy new year
MWAH
Genie
Hi everyone, sorry i havent posted in here for a while now, but have been a little depressed the last month or so, with just about everything. I have however been popping in and checking on everyones progress.
CATE you still are an inspiration and thanks for your kind words and I am sure you will be great at your new job and brighten every ones lives with your outlook on life.
NANS and Kannadew thank you also for your kind words...its been great to follow your journeys also..and you are both a motivation for me even though it is waining just a little...
Its been 3 years since my mum passed away and I miss her so much although we were never really close, just wish she could be here to see how far I have come.
Im not sure if i mentioned this before but I emailed my brother who lives in qld the last pic I had taken of me at about 79kgs...within 5 minutes the phone rang and it was my SIL on the other end wondering what the HECK i had been doing lol and that I looked great, they have never seen me this small, I have always been largish from grade 6 onwards...It made me smile from ear to ear to say that I looked great. I was a size 18 when I was in their wedding as a bridesmaid. Im yet to see my other 4 brothers, one i prolly will never see as he has disowned the family for some ridiculous reason. May be I will catch up with them and my dad at christmas if we can syncronise schedules that is. Isnt it funny how we drift apart (well in my case we have) since having our own families.
My motivation has slipped although I know the end is so near, i can smell it. The last few kgs have been hard and the girls at the clinic want me to get to the upper end of the goal they set of 66kgs...I am currently sitting on 68.7.
But the past weekend has been an enormous struggle for me I have been ravenous and deviated with extra crackers and cheese and a small portion of choccie (only because I didnt have anymore in the house LOL) over the weekend. I have my last blood test tomorrow, and my refeed will be prepared from there, As the girls are on hols from this friday until 2nd week in Jan. I emailed them and told them and pleasantly got a phone call from Lisa today, was good to talk to her, but couldnt talk long as I was at work and its hectic at the moment. She was going to call Dr Cohen as she thinks I may be ready to start refeed. Ive got this far (48.3kgs and 170cms OMG thats massive) and would really like to drop the last 1.3kg to an even 50kgs..but its not looking promising ahhh well thems the breaks I guess.
Anyways I have to go do some things ready for work tomorrow and if I dont drop back in before Christmas I hope every one has a great christmas and a safe and happy new year
MWAH
Genie
NO matter what!! (Christmas is just another day really and you can get through it) I know that our emotions and trials really put a strain on our commitment... but look how far you have come... you will be done in no time at all!! Maybe up the water to cope with the hunger? I know this helps me... and heading into summer it cant hurt really. 
