Hi all,
Hope you are all going well!
Bonnybee and Cat- Definitely got to the place where I don't think about it. I would happily have this in forever, except for exercises when I am on my stomach!
Basically, I can eat everything with a couple of exceptions- whole red meats i.e. steak, but mince is OK. I also get reflux from some foods, only discovered by trial and error though; includes bananas and frozen yoghurt weirdly!
I don't drink much, #1 because I get drunk real easily, and # 2 I think the drugs I take for acid changes the taste.
Sometimes I think I am not eating any less, until I go out with friends and can't eat anything like as much as I used to.
That said, there is nothing but my own good sense to stop me eating high calorie foods. I am not always successful, especially if I am stressed, but I do have some success asking myself: Is this what I really want? More than losing weight (and all that means to me)? Usually the answer is no but sometimes it's yes, which is fine, because that is normal. Yay normal!
If you have read any of my posts, for me this is all about learning to eat like a normal person. I am having a bit of success with this; I can be unreasonably afraid of being hungry, and have overeaten in order to prevent hunger many many times. I also like to treat myself with food, as I am not terribly good at nurturing myself in any other way. Making time for friends is a big help with this- I eat so much less with others than when I am on my own. Not because I am embarrassed, funnily enough, it is just that I can hear my bodies signals more clearly when I feel nurtured- all this according to my shrink, but it rings true to me.
Thank goodness I have you guys to listen to me thinking out loud. Sorry, it all sounds a bit self indulgent, but it really helps me to put it into words.
Hope you have success this week!
Feelfat, Hopeful and evening starter- how's it going?
Cheers,
OCM xx