Floater's diary

Had a walk with my priest, it's 30 degrees Celsius and I'm SOAKED. Took out mango and blueberries to thaw. Laundry is almost done, I'll wash the floors in a bit.
 
I took a walk with my visiting Icelandic friend today and we were both drenched. We cooled off in the LEGO store though: a terrible necessity :p

Floater said:
I cried about Nera. Feels so bad how I couldn't save her any more than I could save myself as a child.
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The difference is that she was fighting something inevitable with a great friend by her side who made things as easy as they could possibly be. You had to fight things you should never have had to face with no help and no support. People failed you. You did everything humanly possible for Nera and I'm certain that she knew it.
 
Llama said:
I took a walk with my visiting Icelandic friend today and we were both drenched. We cooled off in the LEGO store though: a terrible necessity :p
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:D I'm glad you had to visit the store! Did you get anything?
Llama said:
The difference is that she was fighting something inevitable with a great friend by her side who made things as easy as they could possibly be.
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Thank you, Llama.
 
Hell yes my Havaianas arrived and I picked them up. So glad I found the same style that got broken, they were my favorite pair ever.

Took out cherries and bread to thaw. I definitely need something rich in protein tonight. If I can't sleep, I might just as well cook a new batch of lentil stew, as it's marginally cooler at night. If I feel sleepy, I guess I'll have halloumi and tuna and/or eggs.

Lost deep in thought. Tomorrow I have an online appointment with a trans nonprofit worker, and I have therapy on Friday. Feels like there's so much to say and think about and remember. But at least I feel now like I can make it until August when I'll see my health clinic doctor. It doesn't matter that she meddled with my anti anxiety prescription, it's small fish compared to me needing to be re-evaled at a psych clinic. The med stuff can usually be fixed.
 
I had bread with cream cheese and halloumi on the side. Also had Brazil nuts earlier. My CNS seems to finally be winding towards normalcy - I guess spending yesterday in bed helped.
 
I am glad that you continue to take good care of yourself & that a day in bed has helped restore some balance :grouphug:
 
The talk with the trans nonprofit person was good, next one in late August.

Breakfast: rice, egg, and tuna. Took out pineapple and peas to thaw.
 
Snack: pineapple and peas, prepped a bowl of mango oats and cherries for later and also took out more peas to thaw. They are a godsend in this weather.

Took care of more household chores. Today I'll either hit the gym or time some bills for Friday, my disability payment day.
 
Frozen/dried/pickled stuff is SO helpful when it's hot. I'm not willing to produce any unnecessary heat in my apartment.
 
Ate some peas, timed my bills and rent, and sent a request for my old patient info in the central hospital of J. It's shooting in the dark of course but it's better than sitting with my thumbs up my ass and wondering about this.

UVs are starting to drop to safe levels so I think I'll dare out for a walk soon.
 
Having chia-mango oats with cherries. Might take my recyclables out later and buy Babybels but we'll see. I'm emotionally and psychologically in a slump. A lot has happened today despite me not even leaving the apartment.
 
Two quesadillas. Anxiety sky-high.
 
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