This morning Tanita said:
202.0 pounds
20% body fat
I'm still not "settled in" in my honest opinion. I flat out overate yesterday. I wish it hadn't happened but I'm not going to beat myself up about it. I'm going to eat healthy today and tomorrow and do photos on Wednesday morning. I still think I will be about 199 and 19% when I "settle in."
Where I go from here is what I am having a lot of trouble with. I am nearly depressed right now. More like LOST. I want to be a competitive age group swimmer at the Masters National level. I also want to be a 185 pound MMA fighter (I may not actually fight, just train hard and spar...I'm too old for real fights
). I also want to be 12% body fat. Finally, I want to do at least one triathlon or long distance run per year.
I don't know how to achieve all 4 of those at the same time. I really don't know which diet would be best for me moving forward. I don't know how much weight lifting I need to focus on versus swimming, biking, running and fighting. I don't know which ones to forget about or which ones to focus on. I don't know if I am going to have the time for all of that...almost definitely not. I know I need to prioritize and just do what I can but I also know I will live to have regrets.
Or maybe I'm just having a bad day?