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great stuff in there chillen.
i apologize if i fall behind or am not active on the site much from now on.
school is most of my day now ;D
 
I know PB. Thanks for telling me.

Sometimes, admittingly, I get a little depressed with the lack of responses and/or correct feedback. But, I push on due to the view numbers.
 
I felt alot of depression today. I asked myself what love is. Its loving a woman unconditionally for 25 years. I debated whether to share this personal side of me for quite a few months, but I have decided to do so.

People can adapt and overcome anything if its in them: I see this everyday in my wife:


About 5 years ago, my wife was diagnosed with Lupos, and also has a bone condition called: Fiber Dysplacia of the front left facial bone (has had this all her life). She can carry nearly 10lbs worth of water in her legs and hips after work, has nagging muscle pains, and sometimes intense headache and other bodily aches and pains (to make this short). She has had several operations on her face where they litterally shaved her front cheek bone and sinus area that continually gets blocked from the bone growth. She had one about 4 months ago, and this one was rather serious and needed to be done or she faced certain death due to the placement of the bone growth. (brief synopsis)

She never complains, and is not ashamed of her self, always puts herself last and her family first. She is always persistant: She is my idol.

Doctors say she wont live past the age of 60. I say she will because of her heart.

If you ever wondered what drives me, its my wife. I keep myself conditioned to be able one day to: cloth her, bath her, feed her, and put her to bed. I love her: She is my idol.

I must be prepared so I must keep my aging body fit for the task and not let her down or myself down.

What she lacks in beauty she makes up with her heart and soul: I love her.

Today was not a good day as she suffered back pain and pain from the water gain, and never complained, but was drawn and tired, but she never gives up.

There is nothing I cant bare when I look at her, that she hasnt felt.

She is the one that boils in my heart of desire. I would do anything for her.

This one of the reasons I am who I am and act the way I do. I know I can make her life as happy with her medical condition, and want to set out to do simuliar things for other people.

I hope this makes sense. And, I hope one can understand me more for what its worth.

I see everyday what having a determined heart and soul can do to a person

(so I Chill mentally in this respect)

Now,


ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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great stuff in there chillen.
i apologize if i fall behind or am not active on the site much from now on.
school is most of my day now ;D


likewise..uni though.

6000 views good work chillen :)
ive changed my ways of thinking of enjoying challenges no matter how good or bad they may be, instead of allowing negative thoughts and processes to manifest. Its hard but i keep improving everyday and teaching myself how to make the most of your life..Think positive and surround yourself with people who multiply this positiveness or happiness.
 
6000 views good work chillen :)
ive changed my ways of thinking of enjoying challenges no matter how good or bad they may be, instead of allowing negative thoughts and processes to manifest. Its hard but i keep improving everyday and teaching myself how to make the most of your life..Think positive and surround yourself with people who multiply this positiveness or happiness.

this is exactly how i feel, great work chillen - every post inspires me more, thanks for sharing

Jackie xxx
 
If you ever wondered what drives me, its my wife. I keep myself conditioned to be able one day to: cloth her, bath her, feed her, and put her to bed. I love her: She is my idol, I must be prepared so I must keep my aging body fit for the task and not let her down or myself down.

Lol, I had to stop reading for a while here to stop myself from crying, the people I work with already think I'm crazy but crying while pretending to work might have been the last straw - I'd have been joining FF in the loony bin

You've got the best reason I've heard of so far for keeping in shape
 
wow. that is all i can say. wow.

talk about inspiration.. I think I just found mine.

Just makes me want to be a better person all around.

Thank you so much.
 
likewise..uni though.

6000 views good work chillen :)
ive changed my ways of thinking of enjoying challenges no matter how good or bad they may be, instead of allowing negative thoughts and processes to manifest. Its hard but i keep improving everyday and teaching myself how to make the most of your life..Think positive and surround yourself with people who multiply this positiveness or happiness.

Thank you, Matt. I needed a rare lift today. I was depressed concerning my wife, and depressed for lack of responses. Im better now.
 
this is exactly how i feel, great work chillen - every post inspires me more, thanks for sharing

Jackie xxx

Thank you Jackie! I still want to see a pic of you in your smaller Khackies!

I was just a little depressed yesterday. This helps a great deal, Thank you.
 
Lol, I had to stop reading for a while here to stop myself from crying, the people I work with already think I'm crazy but crying while pretending to work might have been the last straw - I'd have been joining FF in the loony bin

You've got the best reason I've heard of so far for keeping in shape

CCR: You can overcome anything that is humanly possible. I had a rare onset of depression, but this tends to make me reflect on the situation from different angles. And, sometimes I feel alone in this ChillLog, though I know people view it..........its ALL GOOD! WE ROCK IT!
 
wow. that is all i can say. wow.

talk about inspiration.. I think I just found mine.

Just makes me want to be a better person all around.

Thank you so much.

Thank you, Nae. Im glad it inspired you. This was the overall purpose. And, to show where my source of inspiration comes from.
 
I want to thank all of you for your responses, they mean alot to me. Im inspired by them and through them.


Thank you, very much :)
 
August 23rd, 2007: Thoughts for the Day

ARE YOU ON FIRE!!!!

The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire.

Ferdinand Foch


Are YOU the MASTER?:

All goes to show that the soul in man is not an organ, but animates and exercises all the organs; is not a function, like the power of memory, of calculation, of comparison, but uses these as hands and feet; is not a faculty, but a light, is not the intellect or the will, but the master of the intellect and the will; is the background of our being, in which they lie,—an immensity not possessed and that cannot be possessed.
Ralph Waldo Emerson



Are you the Captain?!:

It matters not how straight the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the Captain of my soul.

- Willian Ernest Henley (1875)

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Have you examined your heart and soul Lately?

You can paint your own nature in the things you want:

"Every artist dips his brush in his own soul, and paints his own nature into his pictures.”
Henry Ward Beecher

A determined heart will not be counselled.
Asian Proverb

A drop of water breaks a stone.
Italian Proverb
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Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.​
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“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”

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“Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul.”
Oscar Wilde

“What can you ever really know of other people's souls - of their temptations, their opportunities, their struggles? One soul in the whole creation you do know: and it is the only one whose fate is placed in your hands”
C.S. Lewis
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Faith is the daring of the soul to go farther than it can see”
William Newton Clarke

“What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined for life - to strengthen each other in all labor, to rest on each other in all sorrow, to minister to each other in all pain, to be one with each other in silent, unspeakable memories.”
George Eliot

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“Oh soul,
you worry too much.
You have seen your own strength.
You have seen your own beauty.
You have seen your golden wings.
Of anything less,
why do you worry?
gayatri Jalal ad-Din Rumi

“Permanence, perseverance and persistence in spite of all obstacles, discouragement, and impossibilities: It is this, that in all things distinguishes the strong soul from the weak”
Thomas Carlyle

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“Wisdom is to the soul what health is to the body”
De Saint-Real quotes

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Good for the body is the work of the body, good for the soul the work of the soul, and good for either the work of the other.
Henry David Thoreau
(My Fav Dude)

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A sensible man will remember that the eyes may be confused in two ways - by a change from light to darkness or from darkness to light; and he will recognize that the same thing happens to the soul.
Plato

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Say not, "I have found the truth," but rather, "I have found a truth." Say not, "I have found the path of the soul." Say rather, "I have met the soul walking upon my path." For the soul walks upon all paths. The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it grow like a reed. The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of countless petals.
Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet, 1923

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A noble soul is not the one that can manage the highest flights but the one that rises very little and falls very little but always dwells in a free, resplendent atmosphere and altitude.
Friedrich Nietzsche

Developing the muscles of the soul demands no competitive spirit, no killer instinct, although it may erect pain barriers that the spiritual athlete must crash through.
- Germaine Greer

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Your soul can be your worst enemy as well, Wake it up, shake it up!

The Soul unto itself
Is an imperial friend-
Or the most agonizing Spy-
An Enemy- could send- . --Emily Dickinson

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My Body, My Soul and I.



My body is mine, but my body is not me,
My body is an expression of my soul.
My soul is mine, but my soul is not me,
My soul is an expression of me -
for I am.

Ian Gardner

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To my wife: (Kathy)

I want your sun to reach my raindrops,
So your heat can raise my soul upward like a cloud.


Jalal Al-Din Rumi



Pull out that soul of yours and self examine it. Set it on FIRE and let the FLAMES be your HEAT, and may you continue to burn toward your goals and other accomplishments your desire (Chillen)

In my heart I hope your day went well and you ran over, squashed, flattened, squished, and burst, any thing that go in your way.




Best regards as always.


I wish you all the best.

Keep the head up high and keep trying and you will never fail yourself.


FORUM BROTHERS AND SISTERS UNITE! COME TOGETHER Help one another, push-positive for the benefit of the other member. Be consistant in this help, constructively criticize do not belittle each other........push up one another. There is so much power and resource in this................​




Chillen
 
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August 23rd, 2007 (2)

Forum Members: BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


“Believe it can be done. When you believe something can be done, really believe, your mind will find the ways to do it. Believing a solution paves the way to solution.”
David Joseph Schwartz



Believe and act as if it were impossible to fail (Chillen)


“There can be no happiness if the things we believe in are different from the things we do.”
Freya Stark

Be Tough, Rough.....Stick it to the motha! Stare it in the face and smack the F@ck out of it! Your tougher than a measily diet! Come on lets ROCK! Your tougher than a piece of iron that has no brains..........COME ON ROCK IT!

SHAKE IT! MOVE IT!..........GET UP!......STAND ON YOUR TWO FEET show who in the hell is BOSS!


DONT LET YOURSELF DOWN..........EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The BUDDHA ALWAYS SEEMS to FLAPS HIS LIPS:​

“In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then believe them to be true.”
Buddha

(FLAP, FLAP, geesh)

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Do you trust your impartial INSTICTS! ROCK IT! BELIEVE IT!​

“Love what you do. Believe in your instincts. And you'd better be able to pick yourself up and brush yourself off every day.”
(Unknown)


The hell with the critics:

“Whatever you do, you need courage. Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising that tempt you to believe your critics are right.”
Ralph Waldo Emerson

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You truely have to change the way you think toward diet and training:

“One comes to believe whatever one repeats to oneself sufficiently often, whether the statement be true of false. It comes to be dominating thought in one's mind.”
Robert Collier

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Belief and Conviction:

He who believes is strong; he who doubts is weak. Strong convictions precede great actions.

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Self-esteem is a huge piece of my work. You have to believe it's possible and believe in yourself. Because after you've decided what you want, you have to believe it's possible, and possible for you, not just for other people. Then you need to seek out models, mentors, and coaches.
Jack Canfield

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If you believe that some day it's going to happen, some day it probably will happen. You just have to make sure you're there when it's happening, and ideally you're at the front of the parade, and the principle beneficiary of when it happens, but it's not a kind of thing where you just sort of sit back and wait.
Steve Case

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I believe in giving everything my best shot. I do not believe in holding back. I am very driven by the fact that we determine our destiny with these types of opportunities. (Chillen)

Are you physically or mentally holding back? Are you giving it your best shot?
Determine your destiny.........................ROCK ON!

I do believe in all of you.........................

Unite in giving and sharing knowledge. Unite in helping each other. Unite in goodwill and fellowship, and lend a helping hand to a fellow forum brother or sister.........make them TOO rise up and give there best shot!


I hope your day went well today, and no bad things came your way. I truely do.



Best Regards,



Chillen
 
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LOL!

Im balding because of statements like that! So I whacked it all off. Slicker than than Sh@t

Now, I walk around like Mr. Clean and scare people on Holloween.



:)
 
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