hope youre feeling better. .. we all have our falling outs.. and thats why alot of us come here.... you can always start again... you can always continue... even if you stay at a plateau for a while,,, better than gaining.... It's all about you! Do it for YOU!
I know this is a bummer, but when you feel hungry at night try drinking TEA.. nice warm relaxing tea.... It will totally make you feel full and get you ready for bed!