I can understand the TC's motivation for suicide. To him, it's the ultimate revenge for "all those who done him wrong." Judging by his list of possible ways to kill himself, it seems like he doesn't actively confront people except react to it violently such as quitting or perhaps physical/verbal violence. Personally, I think you should actively engage in confronting people who you think is doing you wrong. For example, if your father tells you to get a job, perhaps you should discuss what your plans are. Of course, no parent likes to see their child live at home doing nothing. Or if you're in college and you don't like the courses, perhaps try something you like or think you might like or change school. A lot of people spend well over a decade in college in search for the perfect degree.
The truth about life is that there is very little to live for if you carefully analyze it. The truth is, the further you try to validate the reason to live, the further you will validate the reason not to live. I suppose this assertion that life is not worth living is developed from lack of effective communications in all places - home, school, work, etc.
The problem with suicide though, is that no one except for you will think of it as a "revenge." To others, it will probably be funny, shocking, just flat out annoying, or to some it will just be sad.
My proposal to you is to man up. Sit down and think about what you want. No one gives a flying **** if you're dead except you and no one is going to give a crap if you decide to kill yourself in front of them - only thing they'll get pissed off because now they have to spend 1000s of dollars to clean up your blood and brain off the walls and carpet.
This is going to sound mean, but to be honest, I don't care if you die today. I don't know who you are or where you come from. Everyone on this forum won't care. Your dad might care, but if you think he doesn't now, then he's really not going to care when you're dead... he might just end up dancing with loud music and beer as they well out your dead body. The fact of life is that everyone has issues of their own --- that's why we live in the "Me, me, me" society of today --- and that is exactly what you're doing... all you care about is yourself and in reality no one is going to care what you end up doing. So it's best to man up, find out what you want to do, then grow a pair of balls, and do it without approval from "daddy" or expecting anyone but you to care.. Just don't be thinking anyone is going to give a crap what you decide to do, though, because well, that's life... welcome to it.
~ Hope that doesn’t sound too harsh ~
