Steph's Journey

Steph2825

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Hello everyone,

So here it is, my accountability log/ diary.

--How much weight do you want to lose?
144 pound to start with and I want to eventually get to a healthy weight for my frame and body type.

-- What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight?
I want to drop the 144 by October 2021, and make an assessment from there.

-- How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)?
Drastic diet overhaul, more exercise and daily/weekly/ monthly tracking of calories/ weight/measurements.

-- Who or what can support you in reaching your goal?
I dont have much support from family. I have a few friends I can talk to, but they dont understand as well as someone who has been on a weight loss journey.

-- How realistic is your goal?
Very, I am determined to get healthy.

-- When will you start?
I already have.


I am going to start with some background.
I have always been chubby/heavy whatever you want to call it. About two years ago I was weighed in at my doctors office at 411 pounds...I was also told that I was diabetic. After a few months of feeling sorry for myself, I started making changes. I did a lot of reading about diabetes and how it would impact my life. I spoke with a diabetic counselor who helped direct me better. I started cutting out all the crap in my diet. I didn't go full in, I was still making bad diet choices and not exercising (outside of walking around my job to the extent of 4 to 5 miles a day). Without really trying I did end up getting myself down to 369 pounds as of this past March.

A few months ago I was talking to a friend of mine and he inspired me to get my crap together and start being serious. It wasn't what he said that inspired me, it was what he was doing. He is in the process of getting into the military and was training his ass off to achieve his goals. It snapped me out of my lazy ways and made me buckle down. I was mad at myself for not taking my weight loss and health seriously.

So as of the last month, I have committed fully. Diet changes, regular exercise, meal tracking, calorie counting, macro tracking, BMR and TDEE. Its been a long time coming. I weigh myself once a week on Sundays and have started tracking measurements as well.

Heres where I stand now:

Age and sex: 38 Female
Weight: 339
Height: 5 foot 6 inches

BMR: 2400 (3517 with daily exercise)
TDEE: 3072 per day (including light activity/exercise)

What my current diet looks like: I have capped my calorie count at 2000 total. Macros are 175g (35%) Carbs, 56g (25%) Fats, 200g (40%) Protein. I make time to home cook all my meals.
Examples of each meal:
Breakfast- Yogurt with fruit and almonds OR 2 eggs with a protein and a slice of unbuttered toast OR Cream of Wheat / Oatmeal with fruit.
Lunch- Mixed green salad(extra veggies like tomato, cucumber, sometimes avocado) with protein, cheese and corn salsa(instead of dressing) OR Veggie burger on wheat with lettuce, tomato and a small amount of mayo and cheese OR lunchmeat sandwich on wheat with lettuce and tomato(sometimes mayo and cheese)

Dinner is a bit harder to gauge because I take care of my father and he still likes to eat like crap. I strictly exercise portion control when it comes to less healthy foods. I try to make adjustments to what I make for dinner so that it is more healthy. I made pork belly last week and had 2 ounces of it with a large salad and some steamed veggies. Another day, I made spaghetti but instead of regular pasta, I had mine over spiraled squash. Tonight I made stuffed eggplant but he had ground beef and I had ground turkey.

I never feel like I am starving with the calorie limitations. Most days I don't even hit 2000 calories. I try to pick healthy snacks like 70 calorie fiber one brownies, beef jerky (on occasion) and I have also started taking a fiber supplement and multivitamin.

Current exercise: Monday, Wednesday and Friday: 30 minutes on my exercise bike alternating intensities. Tuesday, Thursday and Sunday: 30 minute walk (currently doing a mile and a half in that time) Also Sundays may go as long as 2 miles, since it it not a work day. Saturday is my rest day(after work, haha)

I work as a retail manager. Some of my job is sitting doing paperwork, but a majority of my day is stocking, taking care of customers and generally just moving around the store all day. I work 6 days a week. I am working on the financials to get a fitness tracker, but my money is tied up with other responsibilities at the moment...perhaps in the next month I will be able to get one. Also, I feel it is important to note that my blood sugar has evened out in the last month, and my doctor recommended I go off the medication but continue checking my glucose for wild fluctations.

So if anyone has any advice, I am open to it. I feel like I can maintain this diet and exercise...its not pushing too hard but its a jump off point. I lost 3 pounds between my weigh in on 10/11 and 10/18.(before that I didn't own a scale and had to wait on one from amazon)

Thanks for any input!
 
Hi, Steph. Good for you starting this diary & thanks for being so generous with your opening entry. It helps us get to know you. Your post was not lost forever, but had gone into an “awaiting approval” part of the forum :)
 
Hey Steph, starting this diary was a good thing, I know it will help you. And congratulations of the big loss to date, if I read your post right you are down 72 pounds! That is no small accomplishment, good for you.

You really are off to a great start, I look forward to reading about your progress.
 
Great job so far and congratulations on getting off the diabetes medications - that is a huge accomplishment!

Your goal is aggressive - a bit over 1% per week, but looks doable and you're clearly motivated. I see a lot of similarities between us and am looking forward to following your progress.
 
Great to see you started a diary! Looks like you´re off to an excellent start and your plans are pretty realistic. 3 pounds a week for a year may be a little too ambitious as your BMR will go down as you lose weight and you won´t be able to cut calories indefinitely but even if it ends up being a little slower after the first couple of months you should still see SUCH a big difference in how you feel. Getting off your meds is an amazing first example.

One thing: don´t forget to come back here when you´re struggling. I´m a binger and I know that when I come here and write I can usually avoid going off the rails. When I tell myself I don´t really need to write in my diary is usually the exact time I should. We all have bad days (except for Rob, who is superhuman and an example to us all) and you don´t have to be ashamed for being human.
 
I'm hoping to intensify the workouts as i go along. Little adjustments here and there. Its a numbers game really. Ive already looked into yoga as an option. I also have the luxury of living in an area with 3 really beautiful wooded parks with hiking trails.

Right now im testing my limits of physical activity. Yesterday i pushed my limits on the stationary bike and got a wicked muscle cramp in my calf at 3am as a result. I'm trying to find the middle ground between pushing myself to do more and pushing too hard.

My biggest concern is visceral fat. My legs and arms are relatively strong given my work and having to lift 30 can packs of beer to chest height.(for stocking purposes)

I have been doing some reading into core exercises as well.

I may struggle more than i think this winter on the exercise front. I live in northeast ohio and we get some bad snow here. Im not going to worry too much now and im going to enjoy the fall weather as much as possible.
 
I also have the luxury of living in an area with 3 really beautiful wooded parks with hiking trails.
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I may struggle more than i think this winter on the exercise front. I live in northeast ohio and we get some bad snow here. Im not going to worry too much now and im going to enjoy the fall weather as much as possible.

Cross country skiing immediately comes to mind - not only is it great cardio, but your body is also trying to keep itself warm in cold weather and burning insane calories... With a BMR of 2400, you burn about 1.7 calories per minute. With gentle XC skiing that would be about 11.7 calories per minute (10 calories/minute extra) and with strenuous skiing that jumps to 27 calories/minute (25 calories extra). Snow shoeing and ice skating are also excellent.

My biggest problem with those activities is that I've been conditioned to always treat them like a special occasion by getting donuts and hot cocoa before/after...
 
Also...my doctor told me the last time i saw him that i carry my weight well...what does that even mean?
Probably that you're active & strong enough underneath it all that you are able to move well for your size. A lot of less active people end up needing mobility scooters long before hitting 400 pounds...
 
...my doctor told me ...

i have discovered that my own doctor seems to be a bit behind the curve when it comes to nutrition. doctors are like engineers. i can design a computer (digital engineering), but i'd be hard pressed to even make a simple audio amplifier (analog engineering). doctors are not knowledgeable about everything to do with modern medicine or nutrition. ... sort of like expecting to get useful information about a pandemic from a radiologist (... sorry, couldn't help it... :)).

let me give you a small suggestion that can be effective with ANY diet. try to carve out at least 12 hours of your day (sleep time even counts) when you can go 100% (<< important... not 97%, not 99%... it has to be 100%) without ingesting any calories. 14 hours would be better, but eliminating that late night or early morning snack is not only effective for weight loss, but giving your body that little bit of relaxation from having to constantly digest food has some great health benefits. the other 10-12 hours... follow the diet you outlined.

things i consume during my fasting hours... black coffee, iced tea (the fraction of a calorie from lemon is ok), and of course, water.

please ask your doctor about this first, but don't be surprised if he isn't overwhelmingly excited about it.
 
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let me give you a small suggestion that can be effective with ANY diet. try to carve out at least 12 hours of your day (sleep time even counts) when you can go 100% (<< important... not 97%, not 99%... it has to be 100%) without ingesting any calories. 14 hours would be better, but eliminating that late night or early morning snack is not only effective for weight loss, but giving your body that little bit of relaxation from having to constantly digest food has some great health benefits. the other 10-12 hours... follow the diet you outlined.

please ask your doctor about this first, but don't be surprised if he isn't overwhelmingly excited about it.

Well given the fact that i just got my blood sugars under control without medication, i will have to politely decline your suggestion. I know what it feels like to have low blood sugar and i really dont wish to revisit that feeling...like ever. Its a really terrible feeling and potentially very dangerous for a diabetic.

Maybe in the future that will be a discussion with him, after a few a1c checks and pending those results.
 
Probably that you're active & strong enough underneath it all that you are able to move well for your size. A lot of less active people end up needing mobility scooters long before hitting 400 pounds...

Hmmm..thats something to think about.

Part of that i think is back in the early 2000's i fell off a ladder..on to concrete..on my feet and managed to break my foot in a spectacular way. I still have pins holding some of my bones together. The recovery from that was grueling for me...part of the reason why i put on so much more weight than i was currently carrying. The ineptitude of my doctor at the time was discouraging, therapy was a joke, and i pretty much had to fight my own way back to "normal".
 
let me give you a small suggestion that can be effective with ANY diet. try to carve out at least 12 hours of your day (sleep time even counts) when you can go 100% (<< important... not 97%, not 99%... it has to be 100%) without ingesting any calories.
After giving this some thought..i typically go from 6pm to 6am(ish) without eating anyway. My diabetic counselor stressed the importance of consistent meals to keep my blood sugar as normal as possible. I try to eat dinner before 6pm because i am in bed by 9-10 for my 5am wakeup.
Hmm..seems my knee jerk reaction was unwarranted..i apologize. I am a bit touchy when it comes to the diabetes because unless you have it..its hard to fully understand how much it can effect you.
Thank you for the suggestion. :)
 
Yesterday i pushed my limits on the stationary bike and got a wicked muscle cramp in my calf at 3am as a result. I'm trying to find the middle ground between pushing myself to do more and pushing too hard.
Balance is hard. Do you stretch afterwards or does your old injury make that impossible?
I'm always glad to see people who listen to their bodies and really try to weigh all options. Looks to me like you're going to do very well, and having a relatively large amount of muscle mass will help a lot.
 
to sum up my journey over the past few years, i was starting to hit numbers in the pre-diabetes range. i am aware of full blown diabetes and i try not to comment on areas i'm definitely not qualified in, so, hence the "ask your doctor" line. my fault a little as i probably should assume doctors who directly deal with diabetes are very likely highly qualified in that nutritional guidance at least.

my biggest concern when i hear about a calorie reduction diet is the timing of meals. weight loss without reducing your basal metabolism is a good goal to have and mealtimes can play a role in that. i am glad to hear you already have that 12 hour window going for you.
 
Balance is hard. Do you stretch afterwards or does your old injury make that impossible?
I'm always glad to see people who listen to their bodies and really try to weigh all options. Looks to me like you're going to do very well, and having a relatively large amount of muscle mass will help a lot.
Oh i always stretch after. Its funny because only when the weather gets bad or my feet get cold, do i have any pain in my foot. Sure they ache a bit after working all day, but i come home and elevate them for 30 minutes or so before continuing my day. There is a correlation though because i typically only get the muscle cramps in the leg of the injured foot. Years of favoring that foot because of pain probably lead those muscles to be less flexible then the other leg muscles.
 
Also...my doctor told me the last time i saw him that i carry my weight well...what does that even mean?
I think it means you look good, attractive, despite being heavy. A complement on your looks, but probably not a medical opinion as to your health. That is the way I have always taken it.
 
I agree it is a kind of weird comment for your doctor to make, but suggest you just take it for what it is, a complement.
 
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