I WON
Well, I came in first for women and beat last year's time by 9 seconds, although the dude at the clock said they might round to 10 seconds
I made it to the top 10 list at #9 and will be looking at the Santa Cruz Sentinel to see if they put me in the paper like they did last year
Race: 10K through hills, elevation gain of 800 ft Time: 48:49 vs. last year's 48:58, pace of 7:52 min miles on average.
Notes: I was actually slower than last year and it was more difficult for me. Last year I started out slower because I didn't want to be a hotshot and get in front of a bunch of men--I ended up being stuck behind a bunch of men who were actually slower than me before I could pass them (trail is very narrow). This year I started at the beginning where (dare I say? yeah why not) I belonged, so I didn't get stuck, but 9 seconds to me seems not very much--if I was running like I did last year....but there's always the factor that maybe I wore myself out this year early, and last year I actually was doing an involuntary strategy by running the high incline slower and saving energy...I dunno, it's hard to say. ALSO: a man and a teenage boy
would have come in before me, pushing me to 11th, but they unfortunately went the wrong way!!!
I felt bad for the teenage boy because when we were at the start line, we were talking and he was worried about getting lost. I assured him he'd be fine as long as he paid attention to the flags. He was #3 until he got lost. Poor kid. But hell, he learned a lesson and it made me get to the top 10 so......what can I say? I honestly would say I'd rather have him not get lost and me not make it to the top 10 because the look of disappointment on his face was hard to take, but there is nothing I can do about it. *shrugs*
Overall, the results are good. It is nice to come in from a race and watch a bunch of men in good shape come in after you
I'm not going to lie. The #2 woman said "Good race," and remarked how she saw me in front of her but "it wasn't going to happen," and I still congratulated her. I stayed and clapped for the runners coming in after me before I took off to get a black bean and shrimp burrito
I have to shower and go to work at the winery, but I will say this:
Running races SUCKS. I hate it, and it's a terrible mental battle. I only do it because I'm good and I win sometimes. I suspect I still have asthma because I'm always gasping for breath. My legs, however, still carry me. I was in a constant battle with my brain the whole time "I can't do it" "yes I can" "Just ___ more minutes/miles" "I'm going to walk" "No I'm not" "This is awful" "No it's fine" "Some girl is going to beat me" "No, you are PEERLESS" "You shouldn't be doing so much yoga" "Yoga is beneficial for racing" "No it isn't" "I should have trained more".......
But overall I had a good attitude. I smiled a lot and especially at the camera!