Put that down, fatty! (again!)

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Hello you gorgeous things. I've been very naughty and had a weekend away from the forum. And then a Monday away from the forum. I couldn't immediately get on yesterday because of whatever fuckery the domain people are committing so I didn't bother.

Weekend was good - husband went to see Star Wars and I had a good excuse not to go (puppy sitting, oh my fucking lord I need a dog) and eating was good. He sold a story to some lit magazine so was really pleased so we had a few drinks and played some cards, smoked a little of the goodgood. Was very nice.

Woke up Monday and have felt like utter ass since then. On a higher dose of my pills for the smoking and it is making me have horrendous dreams (ex-boyfriend sexing it up with my sister whilst me and my grandfather physically fought in the next room..I clearly have some horrible issues) and feel sick literally all the time. This has been fantastic for the drinking and I have had a grand total of 300mls of wine over Sunday and Monday! Which is fecking awesome for me.
Got a work do tonight so will try not to make a tit of myself. At the last one I ended up disclosing some VERY personal information about a VERY personal piercing I have and the entire office now mocks me openly when I leave work to get the bus (bus journeys very enjoyable, bumpybumpy,bumpy). So aim for the evening is SMALL glasses of wine, keeping mouth shut and avoiding drunken takeaways. Riding on the back of what feels like a great success with the drinking the last two days so hoping sensible Hana will make an appearance. Not holding my breath..

Husband and I not currently talking. He decided to walk me to work this morning despite my protests that I am NOT a morning person. Started arguing as soon as we left the house and didn't stop til I got to my office. Am hoping for make-up fun tonight post winebinge. Also not holding breath. I'm not a good person until I've had my morning coffee :(

Yesterday:
17,000 steps
1300 calories
150ml wine.

Today I'm on 11,000 already (13:00 here) so have made my goal already.
 
Erm... apologies to husband before wine? Or instead of wine, then you can go home and brag about it ;)
 
I was a serene sober thing last night. Felt fantastic. Had 4 small glasses (125ml each) so spent 5 hours nursing those whilst everyone else got very drunk. My friend had to call in sick today she is so badly hungover and my other friend is at her desk looking very poorly! I, on the other hand, left at 21:00, had a healthy dinner at home, a bath and an early night! Mwahaha. Did 15,000 steps, around 1400 cals and had 500mls of wine. A successful first trial.

Had visits all of today so eating lunch (chickpea curry and pearl barley) at my desk and catching up with you lovely lot. My lady who I volunteer for has had a fall and hurt her leg so going to hers after work, going home to pack for Christmas at my parents and then going to a friends for some mulled pear cider. She's not a big drinker so it'll be a glass or two and then home for an early night and Yank's horrible cooking. Get a bit of a lie in tomorrow as going out of town for a work visit.

Feeling good!
 
*does the no wine daaance* Thanks ladies <3

My drink diary is looking much better already this week - went to my friends last night as planned for a few hours and only drank 350mls of wine! And a very, very small mulled pear cider. Felt brilliant, especially when her husband opened a second bottle and I turned down a fresh glass. It's nice feeling more in control.

Sadly I went home and argued horribly with Yank again. Full on goes to sleep in the spare room but freezes my butt off so has to slink back and resolve the argument so I didn't die of cold in my sleep sort of arguing. It's all over very small stuff (he was supposed to cook dinner and just burnt everything and failed miserably and I ended up doing it all on my own AGAIN) but it's more down to communication. I'll get pissed real quick, lose my temper and be quite scathing and then calm down and want to move on. He will get really upset that I've been scathing and want to over analyse the whole thing - so a 30 second altercation is then talked about for like an hour. I need to work on not getting so cross over the small stuff and he needs to work on letting shit go quicker. We hashed it out last night until about midnight *yawn* and have a date night planned tonight with home-made pizzas and a film. He's my best friend but we do drive each other slightly barmy sometimes..

Anyway, calories were good yesterday (due to horrible burnt mess from Yank) and steps around 17,000 for the day.

Take care folks xx
 
Sunflower_ said:
I couldn't immediately get on yesterday because of whatever fuckery the domain people are committing so I didn't bother.
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LOL. Well said.

Sunflower_ said:
Weekend was good - husband went to see Star Wars and I had a good excuse not to go (puppy sitting, oh my fucking lord I need a dog) and eating was good.
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OMG. I couldn't live without my puppy! Have you considered getting one?

Woke up Monday and have felt like utter ass since then. On a higher dose of my pills for the smoking and it is making me have horrendous dreams (ex-boyfriend sexing it up with my sister whilst me and my grandfather physically fought in the next room..I clearly have some horrible issues) and feel sick literally all the time. This has been fantastic for the drinking and I have had a grand total of 300mls of wine over Sunday and Monday! Which is fecking awesome for me.
Got a work do tonight so will try not to make a tit of myself. At the last one I ended up disclosing some VERY personal information about a VERY personal piercing I have and the entire office now mocks me openly when I leave work to get the bus (bus journeys very enjoyable, bumpybumpy,bumpy). So aim for the evening is SMALL glasses of wine, keeping mouth shut and avoiding drunken takeaways. Riding on the back of what feels like a great success with the drinking the last two days so hoping sensible Hana will make an appearance. Not holding my breath..

Husband and I not currently talking. He decided to walk me to work this morning despite my protests that I am NOT a morning person. Started arguing as soon as we left the house and didn't stop til I got to my office. Am hoping for make-up fun tonight post winebinge. Also not holding breath. I'm not a good person until I've had my morning coffee :(

Yesterday:
17,000 steps
1300 calories
150ml wine.

Today I'm on 11,000 already (13:00 here) so have made my goal already.[/QUOTE]

Don't you hate it when you overshare? I'm guilty of that, but mainly as a result of boredom! I work in a quiet place so I just get bored and want to TALK, lol. I'm trying to keep to ymself a little more, though. It's safer in a working environment.
 
Hello my gorgeous things - I was rather boozy when I posted that video! As was the entire family..my Grama singing in the background is adorable.. So British.

Was a good Christmas - ate a bit too much (whole brie.. like a whole wheel. So good.) and drank too much. I was good on the Friday and didn't drink much but there were several political conversations about Brexit, immigration, etc and I got on my high horse (and also very drunk) and it all got a bit argumentative. The joys of family. My uncle is Basque so we had some very cool conversations about Spain and the political situation there over the years - he's a cool dude. I slept on my mum's floor for 4 nights (we have like ten people stay with my parents over the holidays so space is very limited) so slept terribly all week. Last night in my own bed, with two sleepy cats trying to sit on my face, next to my lovely husband, was just perfection. Feeling very rested and ready to get on with things again.

Not weighed myself yet but will do when I get home - didn't drink at all last night but ate Kraft mac and cheese we got from my in-laws in Idaho so imagine my weight will be rather manatee-esque.

I had several relatives say "your face is looking slimmer, Hana" (in comparison to my beluga like body? I responded scathingly..) and it really wound me up. Why do we feel the need to comment on each other like that? There are 1000 compliments you could dish out, your hair is nice, your make up looks good, that dress is flattering, etc, but EVERYONE chose to comment on something to do with my body. And it's MY BODY. Stop it! I give no fucks what my great, great aunt thinks about the size of my ass. Not one fuck!
 
Yeah, the comments are so annoying. I remember years ago calling over to my neighbour after I'd been away and gained about a stone, and her comment to me was, 'What have you been eating?' I honestly think I have avoided her ever since.
 
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